Cant take it anymore.
What a disastrous night i had.
Just reach work now and sitting at my desk infront of my PC feeling "Zombie-licious".
Cant believe what had happened and at the same time feeling gloomy. Very gloomy.
Everything doesnt seem to be propitiously equitable.
I just want everything to be ok. But why is so hard?
Is it u or me?
Alot of unhappiness going on lately.
Tied up with alot of unsettled business. Maybe im the one who ought to be blame;
too busy to notice the damages created. Im really sorry. So sorry.
Im just exhausted to be blame for the things i didnt do.
Small matter can become big. And it always ended up with estrangement being mention.
The problems are all similar. I just dont get it, really.
The reasons of me not talking much cause i find it useless. U're always with what u think about what i did. Sigh. And if it's true, i wouldnt mind. But everything was untrue.
Never came through my mind to take u for granted. Never.