I dont know what is my present feeling. Am i supposed to feel happy, sad or angry or etc?
What am i reacting to??
Everything.
Everything that had happen to me.
All started to perish.
The spirit in me no longer there.
Hmmm... Dont ask me why. I've no answer to that question.
Where's the beatitude in me?
Life indeed arduous.
Things becoming worst..i dont know how to deal with it any longer.
If i let it be, for sure i'll loose but if i do....i dont know what will happen.
I felt so miserably stress.
Have i showed him enough attention, love, care and concern???
I've already give my best. Maybe he doesnt realised it. Im left with no clue.
Sometimes i felt it's so unfair.
Hahah..
I wasnt sure what questions im throwing out nor answers im hunting for.