No! Oh God, please tell me tt im dreamin...
I received a call..an oversea no. I did called back and i heard a guy's voice.. damn my heart was beatin fast...i put da courage to say hello n asked him who called me...
he said tt he's masron's friend... i was in varying state of shock and trauma..i didnt get to talk tt long as my mum called me so i put down da phone..he called back after a short while..i pretend i didnt knoe him..he asked me to call him back but i said tt i cant coz my mum wont let me make oversea call..
Why??? tell me why muz u appear now?? after u left me in silence for 2 months!!!?? i don understand..still remember da last time i saw u at IMM..u suddenly came to me and gave me a warm hug tt i longed for..it is a coincidence tt it happened to be ur last 2days in spore..u were leaving soon to ur country..ya at tt moment i felt tt im goin to miss u alot..but not until i saw u again on my way home on da same day..my heart felt like exploding da moment i saw a gurl's pic as ur wallpaper while givin u den's no. u try to convince me by sayin it is not wat i thought n don misunderstood by da pic.. huh...u told me u goin for a week..but deep down in my heart says,"no..u're not!". i guess im rite!
i had a great fun with my gurlz..and i didnt even think about u..ehem..datz bcoz i was bz with my missions..lolz! haiz..one problem after another...
i juz don wan to think much about wat happened today coz it will only make me go insane..
why hendra never reply my sms..? could he be away for camp??
I gotta get through this....
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