hhhmmm..first thing first..im happy coz i got my computer back! Total of 3 days without computer..i felt so dead..hahah like real only..so touchin siak..
now..to my malancholy life..im young yet naive..yes im a dreamer..a teenage gurl full of dreams and wish tt she's in her fantasy world and be happy without worrying abt any problems..
i add this one person in friendster but i dont think he's goin to accept it coz.. da last time he logged in was yesterday..but he still not yet accept me..why??? nvm..
sometimes i felt tt bein alone is da best but sometimes i feel tt bein alone is so boring. no life..i really miss all those sweet moments in me..
at home..nothin much. always listen to my mum nagging to my sis..she can tahan but not me..last time, every nite i cried..thinkin abt wat happen each day..is this due to depression?? but atleast now i can control..i think.
well..today i forgot to bring da house keys and i have to wait for my mum to come back from da mosque. so i decided to buy drink and sit under da block and listen to my mp3. Lucky me, she came back not tt long and ask me to check da letterbox.. juz as i thought! i received 2 letters from prison..
i quickly trash it in my bag and told her tt there are no letters.. i quickly proceed to my room.. da thing is tt..in tt letter..he stated tt..tt was his 3rd and 4th letter..weird..i only received 1 from him before.. not da 2nd..hhmm..
OMG!! did my mum received his letter and didnt gave it to me? or he missed count his letters? Haiyo..ok..another problem is...i think he likes me..he even ask me watz my answer..am i considering him or not..wat am i supposed to say? im in a state of turmoil rite now..he booked me da next day after his releasin date..he wanted me to accompany him do some shoppin. urgh! haiz..
dont know wat to do....my feelings toward him is only like none??? i dont have any feelin towards him. i treat him not more den frenz. oh god, y muz this happen to me..?? i always get wat i didnt wan.. boo..hoo.. =(