-Be with my hubby forever..
-Make my parents proud..
-Have my own car(like real huh?)
-Try not to be slow thinker(want to be smart)
-To take up make up courses
Im not supposed to bother about the small things but if i didnt bother, the smallest thing can become such a huge problem. Please understand. Am i being over protective?? Paranoid?? Too emotional???
Sometimes i just feel like standing at the top of a building and scream my lung out.
At certain point of time i just need to voice out because keeping it in my heart will do harm. It can make me go crazy about it. Its like walking on a straight road without ending. You wont know where the road may lead you to.
Honestly, i like it now than last time, somewhere in the middle. I just dont want to go through hell again. If you get my point. It a bad, bad dream for me; nightmare.