_my love for you;

Monday, August 31, 2009

I really hated when this shit happens. Why must it be a subject or topic that wouldn't make both party happy and satisfied? In any case if I'm the one at fault... ya...maybe. I know my mouth and i know yours too. But my ego wont let me keep quiet. Aaargh. I hate myself for this.

By the way hubby, i don't think you should feel too guilty for what you have done to her. She is just making you feel bad and need your sympathy. Sorry for being such a bad mouth but that's what i think. Yes, I might be wrong but I just cant help it. It makes me feel better to let it out. Its just my point of view. Sorry.

I need to cool down myself.

-Sign Off @ 10:28 PM :)

Suddenly, realised that i forgotten to ask hubby about the keychains. Dang! Well, SMS him from just now and still no respond from him yet. Open my diary and saw that his partner is off today till tomorrow. Double dang! *Sigh

Look, im not being petty here. Its just that i just need to know whether he's doing fine or not. I hope you're not mad hubby. Maybe you find me very irritating or something. Wondering what time hubby will be going home today.

Sitting around doing nothing makes me SICK. I just wish i have a lot of $$$$.

-Sign Off @ 2:58 PM :)

Sunday, August 30, 2009

It's my turn to break fast at hubby's place today. Feeling a little feverish though. My nose bled this morning and my head hurts. Mother and i supposed to go to the market in the morning but she's having a migraine. It was 12pm by the time both of us feeling a little better. So we decided to go to the market for awhile.

In the car on our way home, my nose bled again. I remembered the last time my nose bled was during primary school. My ever worst nightmare. Sigh. Still remember the reason i keep ended up myself in the sick bay was due to my nose bleed. At times I'll stain my uniform. Those were the days.

I better keep going now...i need to take shower and settle myself first before heading to hubby's place. And hopefully, my nose doesnt bleed.

-Sign Off @ 2:17 PM :)

Friday, August 28, 2009

I'm really so excited today because hubby is coming today to break fast at my place with my family. So, I've been thinking what to cook for him and yes mother keep on asking me that very same question to me too. At first i thought of cooking chicken chop but due to lack of experience in cooking it...i decided to past. Maybe i should like try cooking it some other day, give it a try first before presenting it to hubby.

So, today's menu will be Fried Lontong, Fried Kuey Teow, Fried Tofu and I'm going to fried some chicken(goodness am drooling now). Yummy!

Mother called my brother to ask Kak Yanie to tag along. For Didi case, not to worry because he'll definitely come.

I wish my father is here with us in Singapore.

-Sign Off @ 1:33 PM :)

Thursday, August 27, 2009

I got defeated by own feelings. I let emotional overpowered me. I couldnt stop the tears when come to realise how indiscreet i was. Im not sure whether im supposed to relinquish the matter.
I should be very contented for having this felicitous life.
Now, i felt so buttoned up for he's being there for me as a true friend, a soulmate and a darling fiance.

-Sign Off @ 12:36 PM :)

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Serious shit. Yesterday was my first day to fast. The energy was there and so was the temper. Not pretty sure why. I accompanied my mother to Lot 1 and while we were walking to the escalator there is this couple walking behind me. The girl keep on stepping on my slipper. Im sure im going to be fine if its once. But i got irritated because it happens a few times and she didnt bother to say sorry. At that point of time i felt like erupting but i tried to control.

Brother picked us up and we managed to reach home just on time to prepare for breaking fast. Mother had cooked Chicken Curry ealier and only left me to heat it up, prepare it together with the bread on the table and make hot tea.

Today, im feeling much better than yesterday. Mother and i plan to cook Mee Bandung aka Mee Kuah. That is what she named it. =)
Wondering when will i break fast at hubby's house. Hmmm.

-Sign Off @ 11:28 AM :)

Monday, August 24, 2009

Woke up to find my cellphone with 3 missed calls from hubby and a message from Dilah. How come i cant hear him call? Goodness. Maybe I'm so tired. I slept like a baby. Furthermore it was raining when i was about to sleep last night.

It was a sunny Sunday morning. Went to the market as usual with mother and then my bro will drive and pick us up. Kak Emi called me while I'm in the car. She wanted to go Suntec for the job fare. At first i was actually lazy to go but i thought, why not give it a shot. Dilah wanted to tag along but she SMS me again saying she couldn't make it. Anyways, thanks hubby for accompanying me. I know you are tired. Thanks again.

Breaking fast at Mak Su's house. I'm kind of shy because I'm not fasting(reason:ladies day). We had Nasi Lemak, Lontong, Ayam Percik and Bubur Pulut Hitam for dessert. I wasn't hungry but thirsty. Thanks for the nice food. Enjoyed myself there and feel like family.

-Sign Off @ 10:26 AM :)

Thursday, August 20, 2009

What am i thinking?? All i need is a good, decent job. My mind is not at a good state. I keep on having annoying deleterious flashbacks. It makes me go insane. Help me. Make it go away.

Hubby had moved to his new office. I hope everything goes well and hopefully Bitchflies wont be flying around.

-Sign Off @ 10:09 PM :)

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Never will i forget about Jakarta trip that i went with Hubby and his family. Memories will remain in my mind. I love his family so much. I really treasured them a lot.

My sis were supposed to tag along in this trip but she couldn't make it due to certain reason that i myself not sure about. But the fun part was my cousin, Aisyah was excited to join us on this trip. I really hope she really did enjoy herself there.

When i went for a holiday, i don't really have the idea of what to get for people. Well, I'm not being mean but i thought holiday was supposed to be a relaxing moment to enjoy. And not stressing on about getting what souvenir for people. You can disagree on that. But i did get something for my family thanks to Hubby. If not because of him i think I'll be going home empty handed because I'm really bad at buying things for people.

Going shopping was tough. It's not something that i will do for a hobby. I couldnt really get what i wanted and at times i just dont know what i want. So disappointed. I did bought a few t-shirts and a jeans. Thanks to my dearest sugar, Hubby. Though a few things happened but we managed to pull it through.

Where will our next destination be??

-Sign Off @ 11:43 AM :)

Friday, August 07, 2009

Having difficulties opening my eyes yesterday morning. But i managed to get my butt off from the bed and shower. Hubby called asking me to accompany his mother to the Polyclinic. I did.
I dont really know how Polyclinics works. Too much of private family doctor. So atleast now i know and its easier for me next time. I hope she get well soon.
After sending his mother home asking her to rest and not to forget eat something, i went out and hail a cab heading to hubby's office to pick him up before going to Jurong Point. We watch G.I.Joe The Rise of Cobra. Two thumbs up! Obviously, there will be part 2.

-Sign Off @ 10:25 AM :)

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Birthday this year was even more special. Celebrated after getting engaged with Mr Lee was a little bit more different feeling then usual.
We went out to town on Sunday afternoon. Walking around and getting my bro and sis their birthday gift. We had luscious dinner at Tambuah Mas. Felt like my tummy was on the verge of explosion trying to finish up the food. But still...there's a room for a cup of hot tea before leaving. =)
Next, hubby bought me a camera; Samsung L301. Love it! Thanks Hubby. And i already used it yesterday taking photos during dinner.
People all around keep saying how lucky i am to have you. Alhamdulillah and i hope it stays that way Insya-Allah. Are you happy for me hubby? I'm happy when you are happy.

Last night's dinner was great because the whole family was there. My parents, my bro and his fiancee, my sis and her boyfriend, my fiance and of course myself. One big family. Thank you Kak Yanie for the wonderful gift.
I felt bad hubby taking you out for dinner while your mother was unwell. I sincerely didn't know that she was having fever. Furthermore, ayah and your sis send her to NUH to see doctor. I couldn't help it. I think my father felt the same way too.. I'm happy that I'm able to drive you there waiting for your mum and send your family back home. Im relieved.

-Sign Off @ 2:01 PM :)