_my love for you;

Monday, September 29, 2008

Finally, the day i've been waiting for has arrive..
The feeling of me being there at Marina Grandstand was phenomenal. I couldnt believe myself that i was there to witness history, the first-ever night race, 2008 Formula 1 Singtel Grand Prix. Proud at the same time that Singapore is the first hosting the night race and also the first city circuit in Asia.
Salute.
Ofcourse the most important thing is my hubby. Thanks alot to hubby for making this real and happening. If not because of him, i wont be watching it live. I really had a great time with u hubby. Love u lots.
We took alot of photos after the race. They allowed fans to walk into the tracks after the end of the race to get the feel of it. Hubby and i took the opportunity to snap some pics as a remembrance for both of us.
Im proud to have u hubby.
Hugs.
Supported the Ferarri drivers, Kimi Raikkonen and Felipe Massa but too bad, things got out of hand for them. But at the same time i also support Lewis Hamilton from Mclaren Mecedes which came in 3rd. =)
Congratulation to Fernando Alonso, winner of the 2008 Formula 1 Singtel Grand Prix.
Looking forward for the next one in Singapore again.

-Sign Off @ 9:32 AM :)

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Cant wait for tomorrow!!!!!!
Im going to watch F1 with my hubby ofcourse(who else rite??).
Feeling anxiously excited.
Ya its a three days thingy but my boyfriend and i decided to go on the final day which is on Sunday.
Hubby's mother and father watch on Friday and today, Kak Emi and nadia( both his sister) went to watch.
I cant wait till its my turn tomorrow....
WWwweeeeeeeeeee........

-Sign Off @ 7:48 PM :)

Thanks for meeting my family and i at Sim Lim Square yesterday. And also breaking fast together..and even paid for it. I thought u said that u cant meet me yesterday and u'll be meeting me today. Now i know why. Because today u cant go back early from work right? It's ok. Our plan goes a little out of path.
Ouh well...
Kita yang rancang, Tuhan yang menentukan..
Sigh.
By the way, next time when i talk serious, please answer me seriously.

-Sign Off @ 11:14 AM :)

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Thanks for breaking fast at my house.
Im so happy when u decided to come over. My mother too.
Nothing else could make me happier other then having u breaking fast with my family.
But only one problem.
You cant really see without your glass and further more your eyes are tired.
=)
Had fun playing BINGO with u, and more happy when mother join in.
Father bought u a T-shirt but he forget to pass it to u.

*Happy Monthsary hubby...
I just want u by myself...
Love u lots!
HUgs & Kisses!

-Sign Off @ 11:28 AM :)

Breaking fast @ hubby's place..

Monday, September 22, 2008

Having to break fast at hubby's house makes me feel a little nervous. I dont know... Its the impression that matters. I dont want them to think that i cant do simple job like washing dishes, helping with the cooking and stuff.
I admit im lazy at time when im at home but when my mum needs a hand i did help. Im just feeling a little jittery when im at someone else's home doing work. Hahahaha...
It's just the feeling...so different. Get what i mean?
Example, at home u do a particular job this way but other people might be doing another way. Different people have different way in doing things. Hhmmm... But i think im just lacking of confidence.
Hubby, how did i do yesterday? =)
*grin
But overall, i enjoyed it. I felt like part of the family. Really.
Anyway,where are the photos that i wanted? The one at the stadium and my birthday celebration at the hotel with your family.

-Sign Off @ 10:52 AM :)

What does silence mean???

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Silence.........
No response......
No comments.......

-Sign Off @ 6:55 PM :)

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I just cant stop listening to this song. Makes me fly away. Fly away so high to a place. A dreamworld of my own creation. Full of white clouds a sign of pure love. With stars everywhre that brightens all around me. Darkness are unacceptable.
*smilling
What am i thinking. But this song really sooth my mind. Really goes deep in my heart.
*clearing my throat
Bi...Sing this song for me..
Pleeeease...with a cream and cherry on top and additional sprinkle of cocoa powder.

-Sign Off @ 1:26 PM :)

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I ain't trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

-Sign Off @ 1:25 PM :)

To Dearest Zie

Dearest Zie,

Im feeling better now. But still down with the cough.
With much regret, sorry for last Saturday. Didnt prepared to be sick. I couldnt even get up. My mum is kind enough to help me with the call. She called u on my behalf right?
How was everything? i hope everything goes as plan.
=)

-Sign Off @ 11:11 AM :)

Friday, September 12, 2008

Just done with my sahur (meal taken between midnight and dawn in fasting month of Ramadan) and i just couldnt get back to sleep. Maybe i just dont want to. Mum wanted me to accompany her to the market so im afraid that if i fall asleep then i wont be waking up on time. It would be a little tough for me.
Nothing to do from now till 9 am so decided to on my laptop.

Last night was a total wakeful night for me. Couldnt remember what time i manage to doze off. Body moist. I could feel water droplets racing down the curves. The humidity is killing me. Really. I had a bad headache and the only thing i could think of is to bang it on the wall. Ask my sis for a teeny-weeny favour but i was ignored. I thought i could ask for a massage. Listening to the radio makes it worst.
Well, its ok. I just teared to sleep.
How i wish hubby was beside me...

-Sign Off @ 5:26 AM :)

Thursday, September 11, 2008

I wasnt feeling like my ownself lately...
My mind cant just stop working.
Thinking about things that i shouldnt be thinking. Things that i shouldnt be bothering about. Partly.
Last night, when hubby was telling me that he wanted to go for a holiday at the end of the year and early of next year, i suddenly turn baffled. Swear to God im not so sure why either.
One more thing, jealousy tend to overrule me at times. I guess, maybe cause his working area majority handling paper work are girls. Its not that i dont trust him. Its because i dont trust the GIRLS.
Who knows they took advantage of his kindness and also because his friendly. Sigh.
Sorry bi. I cant help it.

-Sign Off @ 12:35 PM :)

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

My life wasn't as good as it may seem. Not above average. Or maybe, im blind to see the opposite way of it. Hhmm... Possible.
I felt restless as days goes by. Keep on checking my CPF account to make sure my blockheaded company contributed for the months of July and August. But still, i wait calmly.

Nothing was being prepared for upcoming Hari Raya. Festive mood just wasn't there yet. Im not sure what colour of baju kurung im wearing this year. Father still not home yet from overseas so will wait till he comes back to go shopping.
Did went to bazaar Geylang last Sunday but we only managed to cover half of the bazaar. We were supposed to look for our baju kurung but...nothing interest me at all. Maybe not yet.

Hubby wasn't feeling well since Saturday. He suffered a back pain and headache. I was terribly worried about him after he told me of his bleeding nose. Told him to consult a doctor but he just wouldn't want to listen. Hope he's doing fine today. I wasn't being naggy but i just cant help it of being too concern about your health. Get well soon hubby.

Apology to Ziema. Sorry, i forget to transfer the cash. I did visit TPK site once in a while to see the latest updates. Not bad. TPK is doing good and im happy for TPK, u and the members. If only last time was as good as now....Sigh.
Well, i hope the best for TPK. Anything just give me a call.
=)

-Sign Off @ 1:23 PM :)

Cinta ini Membunuhku - D'Masiv

Monday, September 01, 2008

kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

reff:
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

back to reff

lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

-Sign Off @ 1:49 PM :)

Went to Batam with Hubby yesterday morning to meet his mum, Mak Su and Mak long there. They were there since Saturday.
Accompanied them to make their sofa covers and curtains for upcoming Hari Raya. My mum wanted to make a new curtain too but she waited for my dad to come back from oversea. Hope he come home early.
Well...our journey wont be complete without facing a new experience. Things always happen maybe for a reason. Upon reaching the ferry terminal, we found out that all the ferry were fully booked.
My heart thumping hard and i started feeling worried about what will my mum say. But i never wanted to look so obvious that i cover it up with a smile. Our patience really pays off. We were thinking what was the next step to take like which hotel should we book and furthermore, Monday is the first day of the fasting month.
While we were thinking about all that, we were called by the lady at the counter. Thank God! We managed to get the last ferry at 9:30pm.
I was so relieved.
All we have to do is find a spot to kill the time. 1 hour to go and a lady came to us with much better news. The second last ferry was available. So we did change the timing for sure.
Finally, managed to get home.
Almost reaching Singapore when the Singapore coast guard stop our ferry. They went in to check around. Im not sure for what though but my general thinking says, its just a random check for any suspicion.
What a trip....

-Sign Off @ 12:15 AM :)