_my love for you;

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Grieve in Memory: May u rest in peace Junior.
Junior, one of the puppy in my workplace had just pass away in a gruesome accident today 26th March 2008. Her remains had been lay to rest on 29th of March 2008 behind Blue Water Office.

-Sign Off @ 8:19 PM :)

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

It wasnt clear what was in my mind presicely. A little skeptic of what i desired in life.

I ever had a dream of being a Rockstar(ya as if). Hubby laugh at me when i told him that. Then, i thought i could show my hidden talent of being an actress. But it all fell a part. Sigh.

Ouh well....
Tomorrow morning i've to report at main office PSA Vista. Hhmmm... Scratching my head after the phone call from Angie; my HR.
Could this be the end of me??? Or...
My head wasnt working well today.

I was kind of excited in meeting hubby not until....something happen. I was totally disappointed. I dont want to say much cause u know better. Let's see.. Im going back home soon and definitely not going home straight. Maybe chill somewhere on my own. Im all dress up anyway.. =(

-Sign Off @ 5:15 PM :)

Husband-snatcher am not....

Saturday, March 22, 2008

[Boleh kenal2 kawan kamu kasi nombor ni]

That was the message that i've received yesterday morning at 8am. I wasnt into this message and decided to give it a miss.
Told hubby about it and he did help me to call up the number and found that a lady; sound pretty old though answering the call. Hhmmm.. I wasnt sure who was it.
Decided to call the number in the office and guess what..???
She's a wife of one of my driver. Gosh...I wasnt sure what she was up to but sure it was all misconception. I wasnt having any affair with her husband (oh please...have i lost my mind or what!?). Anyway...managed to clear the boo-boo and im relieved.
Sigh

Hubby, im sorry for not joining u and your family today. Not on purpose. Honest.
Next time k? I promise.

-Sign Off @ 11:03 PM :)

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Cant take it anymore.
What a disastrous night i had.
Just reach work now and sitting at my desk infront of my PC feeling "Zombie-licious".
Cant believe what had happened and at the same time feeling gloomy. Very gloomy.
Everything doesnt seem to be propitiously equitable.
I just want everything to be ok. But why is so hard?
Is it u or me?

Alot of unhappiness going on lately.
Tied up with alot of unsettled business. Maybe im the one who ought to be blame;
too busy to notice the damages created. Im really sorry. So sorry.
Im just exhausted to be blame for the things i didnt do.

Small matter can become big. And it always ended up with estrangement being mention.
The problems are all similar. I just dont get it, really.
The reasons of me not talking much cause i find it useless. U're always with what u think about what i did. Sigh. And if it's true, i wouldnt mind. But everything was untrue.

Never came through my mind to take u for granted. Never.

-Sign Off @ 10:27 AM :)

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Came back home late from work today. Sangee is on MC and everybody called asking alot about this and that. And i? I have to help settle it. Work load increase but not the pay... Boss!!!! Stop picking on me...Die! On hand im having a report dated 19 Feb. And only tomorrow i will send. Die lah..I surely get screwed by boss. Sigh. I supposed to go IMM with sis and again have to cancel my plan.

Projects?? Still working on it. More projects coming up. That is.... Preparing for my bro's engagement.

Anyway...Hubby will be back from Taiwan this Friday(yey...hahaha).

-Sign Off @ 10:44 PM :)

Depressed...

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Trying to finish up my work as fast as possible. Hai... Yesterday was a bad day for me. Get scolded by boss. What the hell.. Think im sotong or what???
Im trying not to complain but it doesnt make sense. I was told to key in the quantity for stock count and everything that got to do with local becomes my baby. So im handling it all. I do the plannings, controlling, picking, inventory and the most hated WMS. So complicated and long winded system used.

Sangee can no longer help me on this. She's too tied up with her own work. Im going to be dead. Hubby....Im so stress up. Really have to catch up fast.

Watch Death Note Spin Off: L Change The World with my sis at West Mall after work yesterday. The least i can do to release my stress.

Today, i thought of going to Bugis after work but i finish work late. Im exhausted and decided to go back home straight.
HOpefully, on Monday i didnt get any scolding. There are still unfinish paper work on my table. *sigh

-Sign Off @ 8:40 PM :)