_my love for you;

Monday, July 30, 2007

Feeling dejected pretty badly today.
Alot of things had been happening today that really makes me feel...temperamental.
Well, what can i say? I was being told today that Saturday and Sunday i have come to work and maybe be back home late for stock take.
What the hell! Im having my celebration for this coming and there she said about going home late?? Really testing my patience.

Today, had a half day off to be there for the drama performances put up by the primary 1 to 3 kids. Everything was in a mess. Last minute backdrop and the kids were dynamically active. The audience suck. Zi and i...cant say anything about the last minute situation that we had to face just now. Lucky Nirman, Zi's friend was there to give us more then a hand.
Fuhhh... if not...i just dont know what to say.

I know i just cant give up just like that. I will try hard to stay alive and live with the pain.
They say, no pain, no gain.
Hhhmmmm...

-Sign Off @ 8:39 PM :)

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Damn busy lately. 2nd week at work was very hectic. Last Friday, i came back home late from work around 11pm. And today, i still have to go to work. What to do? We had just move in to a new office yesterday. Had to unpack the things, papers and stationeries. Sangeeta and i had to sweep the floor and wipe the windows. Suddenly i become so hard working huh? hahahah. Both of was actually grumbling about how our Sunday was being wasted at work without pay. After work, went to my aunt's place to borrow baju kurung for one of my student to wear for tomorrow's performance. I hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow.
Anyway. Have my own desk now but still my computer have not yet arrive.
Haiz.
Im working half day tomorrow and after that had to rush to school for the performance. Now my sister is doing the swordfish. Hahahah.
Thanks ya sis.
Hey...wish me luck!

-Sign Off @ 8:58 PM :)

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Dont have the time to blog yesterday as i was working overtime. It was a last minute one. What the hell but its ok. This week work load getting more and more for me. Sangeeta wanted me to learn fast. She told me that soon, i'll be doing all the paper work. What??? I thought im going to be her assistant??? Shs's taking over Ivan's position doing the billing. Goodness! Just now i took 4 hours to get myself done with my picking. And i've made 2 mistakes. Dang!
I wanted to go off by 630pm just now but ended up i left the office at 7pm due to the the paper work that need to be done. Everything was last minute.

Hhhhmmm...As for my mum, she never stop working on her thinking cap today. She called me during lunch time talking about my dearest sister(who else do u think?). Never give up creating problems.
And after work, my students will start to call my cellphone asking about their costumes.

By the way, hubby is back and im so happy to see him again. I went to his place last Sunday. Hey hubby, thanks for all the stuffs that u bought for me. So sweet of u. Thanks to Kak Emi for the heels. Im so lucky to get all this. =) I really appreciate all the treats.

-Sign Off @ 8:35 PM :)

Sunday, July 22, 2007

OMG!!
I cant open my eyes this morning to talk to hubby. Poor him, must be disappointed with me. Im really sorry dear. Anyway, now for sure u are sleeping; resting right??
I think im going to call u a bit later say 12pm? Is it too late??? Im just afraid that im disturbing your rest.
Dont be mad ya hubby..
Meet u later this afternoon ya.

-Sign Off @ 8:44 AM :)

Waiting for hubby to come reach Singapore. I went to hubby's place to pick up some food. Hubby's mum called me up and ask me to drop by. I did. I was having fun chatting with his family when my bro called. He wanted to use the car. Cant he ever see me in peace as in happy with what im doing??? For a second i felt the happiness in me but i hated in when he suddenly appeared in the picture. He wanted to use the car and so i have to get my ass back home. Sometimes, the frustrated in me felt like exploding but i just keep it cool.

Anyway, my eyes were half shut but hubby's going to call me when he reaches home. Im trying my best here not to fell asleep.

-Sign Off @ 12:25 AM :)

Friday, July 20, 2007

Stress! And more stress!
Wouldnt want to mention the word though but what to do. Im really feeling that way anyway. Alot of stuff to think about. I thought i could be more happier after settling the long over dued handphone bill that had make me feel miserable.
Because of today's class i have to cover back my Friday to Sunday.
ARGH! God! What a life. Working on Sunday?
Hello....im not a sales assistant, etc. Im just an Admin assistant cum clerk. Anyway, for experience wise..ya i'll stay and bear with it.
Today, the primary 3 kids were extremely obstreperous. Cant get them to settle down. Performance in a weeks time and they're not merely prepared. Haiz. Im not really concern on the primary 1 and 2 because they know what they're supposed to do as in they movement and such.
Next, about my private school. I dont know what's happening with it.
What else??? Let me see...
Dont mention the stress at work. That's definitely pressurising. The big boss gave me till end of this month to learn everything that i should. And my logistic executive gave me a month to get everything in my head.
Goodness me. Pray for me.
All the best to me, Fizah.

-Sign Off @ 6:31 PM :)

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Yesterday was not as busy as today because Sangeeta, my Senior Admin came in today after 2 days on leave. I learn something new today and hopefully i still remeber it the next day. =) Today Sangeeta have to stay till 10pm if im not wrong. Due to the transfering of materials in our yard to the new place.

Watching Anugerah.It's the final while waiting for hubby to MSN with me. I support Maiya. Go Maiya!!!! I hope she win this year.

-Sign Off @ 8:52 PM :)

Monday, July 16, 2007

Well, my eyes are exhausted due to the massive workout done. Numbers. And more numbers. But first day was ok. It was just the beginning. The only problem i faced was counting the quantity of material. Using excel after (what?) a year and a half. I even SMS my friends for the urgent help. Anyway, thanks Liyz,Zi and Di. But ended up i calculate by using the calculator instead of the formular. I had enough headaches just now. I re-do the whole thing again after noticing there are different grades of materials with the similar size. Well..its ok.
Anyway hubby, your mum just called me to check on my first working day. So paiseh . Im the one who should call her up.

Oh well..cant type anymore futher. My eyes refuses to open up wide enough. It took me an hour to reach to the office and another hour back home. Bored in the bus. Till then. Good night.

-Sign Off @ 10:23 PM :)

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Just came back from visiting hubby's parents at their place. Had a long chat with hubby's mum. We talk about teenagers nowadays, about her past. I brought along tahu goreng and asam pedas ayam. Poor Mak Su. She's having a headache. Not because of the food that i gave right?? Hahahah. Kidding. Anyway.. got to sleep early. The day that i've been waiting for. Tomorrow, my first day stepping in the worling life. The real working life. Wish me luck!

-Sign Off @ 11:59 PM :)

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Gosh! I really want to go for the holiday. Hubby's sis called me lastnight and ask me whether i wanted to join them for a holiday next year. But the prob is...im afraid that i wont get any leave yet. My mum told me that i'll only get a leave after a year working with them and when i told my dad about it. He seemed to be ok, cool with it but he said that i just started working and i only get a leave after 6 months working. Hhhmmm... sigh.

Bi...how??? unless i can convince my mum then i think she's fine. If not... Nevermind. Let them go without me. Maybe next time i'll join them. Cause i feel that im being the problem here. I just dont want them to think that im holding them back to book the tickets. =(

-Sign Off @ 10:37 AM :)

Friday, July 13, 2007

Yey!!! At last i get to meet Waty just now. She was shocked with my hair. She thought that i was feeling too stress and chop of my hair. Hahahah.. Nolah. Nothing too extreme. I just feel like after my hair was misused during the exam period. I dont blame them u know. They're actually good at what they're doing but because of exams, they have to follow certain ways and partings which makes them feel 'not so them'. They dont have the freedom in cutting and styling. So anyway, i wouldnt want to debate on my hair. What i wanted to say was about the meet this evening with Waty.
Goodness! We yakety-yak all the way at Bugis,Starbucks continuously.
And when Fizah + Waty = RUBBISH
Hahahah...
Had fun catching up with each other. Thanks for the souvenir from Thailand. Appreciated it so much.
Hope to see u on the 4th of August aightz! Muah2!

-Sign Off @ 11:37 PM :)

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Im not sure why but i must say that my heart wasnt feel so good. Am i being too paranoid or what??? Hhmmm.. I dont know. The more i think about it the more misery in the head i get. Dont ask me why im being in the way that im in now.

I HATE Winnie the Pooh and also The Mermaid. Hubby, i think u should know why.

-Sign Off @ 7:40 PM :)

Change my brace colour to dark blue today! Today i went to the dentist alone without my mum. She had some urgent matters appearing last minute. Well, just as i thought. Dr Chong didnt recognise me with my new hairstyle. Hahahah...
Ok, now my lower teeth in pain and i just had a bowl of porridge for lunch. Oh well.. im going to have a rest now. I just hope hubby call me today. =)

-Sign Off @ 3:15 PM :)

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Date with my mum today. We went to Kampung Jawa around 1130am to look for some fabrics. Mum actually wanted to look for Kasa rubiah but ended up buying songket Terengganu. And i bought songket from Pakistan. Hahaha.. I bought a black lace fabric along with red lining for my sis. Gorgeous! But our problem is we dont know/have any needle worker. So...that's the problem. After buying a few fabrics, we went to Bugis and survey some shoes and bags. I cant wait to work and get my pay. I have alot of things going on in my mind. Not for me but for mum.

-Sign Off @ 4:20 PM :)

Monday, July 09, 2007

7 more days to 16th July. Counting down on the days im left with before i start working. Hhhmm.. Im anxious as in eager to start work and at the same time feeling a little heebie-jeebies.

Anyway, I still have to meet Waty up and im not sure whether to meet her on Thursday or Friday. Well,i have to make up my mind fast and SMS her soon.

Haiz...
Gosh! Again i have to say that im feeling bored. Why not go out??? Nah. Low budget. So now..what im doing is just sitting down infront of my laptop, do whatever i wanted to do and at the same time watching tv. That is what i always do. It's like a routine for me for the past...I dont know when.Hahaha.

-Sign Off @ 3:01 PM :)

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Hubby...Hubby...Hubby...
Hhhmmm...I wonder how u've been doing in Taiwan now. I really miss u so bad.
I feel so lonely here without u by my side. Anyway..i just hope that u dont forget to eat. =) Dont starve yourself aightz. Love u lots Hubby! Cant wait for u to return back home.

-Sign Off @ 10:03 PM :)

To Kak Yati...
Semoga perkahwinanmu berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat. Amin.

-Sign Off @ 8:12 PM :)

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Dang!
I look ridiculously bizarre. With this mega curl hair of mine. I dont know what should i do..and ended up chopping it off short. Ya short. Dont get shock hubby. Hahahah... I dont know. Makes me feel weird with short hair. My mum say i look like ah lian. Hhhmmm... hahahah...
Apa2lah...
But after today...i wont cut my hair short anymore.
I want to keep it long.

-Sign Off @ 3:41 PM :)

OMG...thanxs God!

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

OMG!!!
Didnt have the chance to blog this happy news before going to the airport to pick up my father from Russia.
I was having my shower when i heard the door bell. I thought it was just the newpaper money collector. But my sis came running to me saying that someone came with my bag. I was revolted.
I grabbed my towel and ran outside with my bathrobe. When out to see the person and saw one family standing outside there. Both husband and wife each carrying a child on their hands. Sure i thank them so much for sending my bag which looks like preserved vegetables cause it was soaking wet in i dont know what water and it stinks. I swear, i felt like puking. He handed me my ID and i found the rest of my important cards in my purse inside that white plastic. Hhhmmm...what i did was to carry it in the toilet and start ransacking it. Found my cell phone batt, makeup pouch with makeup in it and an umbrella. I lost my pocket perfume, EZ-link, cashcard, house keys, cell phone earpiece, my blusher, my black pearl ear-ring and ouh my ZA pink limited edition compact powder case(weird right?? i know).
But most substantially was that i get back my ID and driving license back. Yey!!

Hubby, dont u feel happy for me??? U can save your $$$. Hehehe...
(Alhamdulillah bi..rezeki i datang balik dengan perlahan-lahan berkat kesabaran i dan juga berkat doa u bi. Tak lupa juga berkat doa seorang ibu.) Haiz. Im so emotionally touched. Dang! Felt like tearing.
Oh well bi, u called me when i was at Bukit Timah having supper with the whole family. I wanted to tell u about this news but i was distracted. Anyway i was outside then. Now, i wont get the chance to tell u. Not until this Sat when u call me again. I really miss u..

Ok then, i think i shoud be in bed by now. But look at my dad now, he's busy with his new home cinema system which he bought in an auction. He said that he cant sleep so just let him fix it in. Only then he can go to bed feeling satisfied.
That's my dad! =)

-Sign Off @ 1:10 AM :)

Monday, July 02, 2007

Last minute cancelation to Sentosa. Well, not on purpose though. I really wanted to meet Waty but the timing was a problem. I accompanied mum to 2 wedding invitations and by the time we reached home it was 15minutes to 3pm. And if i were to rush there to meet them, it'll take me time to get change and time to reach there. Think about it again what time will i leave to hubby's place. So i called her to break the news and i know how she felt by the disappointed voice of hers. Im soory. I'll make it up to u some other day.

Well, im going to miss hubby again. 3 weeks without him by my side going to be real bored and i felt the lonelyness in me already..

Hey..hey..i got a job and i'll be starting next 2 weeks. Called them today and accepted the job. And Zi, good news for u... She agree to let me finish the last few sessions. Hopefully, i can handle my new job with full of patient.

-Sign Off @ 10:54 AM :)

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Meeting Waty later and we're going to Sentosa.
After that going to hubby's place. He's leaving to Taiwan tonight..
Well....going to miss u so much! Wish me luck for my job ya. By the time u came back to Singapore i'll be working already. Hope to overcome my nervousness and fear.

Ok, i got to go. Mum wanted me to accompany her to a wedding invitation before i could go out with waty and meet hubby...
Chiaoz!

-Sign Off @ 11:29 AM :)