_my love for you;

Friday, April 27, 2007

Im having a headache right now. Teaching was so terrible today. The students were fidgeting around and making alot of unnecessary noise. The noise created by the P3 students had reached to the maximum. Tried to make them shut their mouth and stand still but it was tough. One start and others followed. Kids, what do u expect right???

There's no class today and so i accompanied Zi to Vivo City to look for a birthday gift for her mother.
Anyway, i cant wait to hear from hubby again. He'll be back tomorrow morning. Wanted to pick him up at the airport but he told me not to. He's afraid that his arrival time would be delayed. Cause it's at 130am(around there if im not wrong). Miss u so much.

-Sign Off @ 9:22 PM :)

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Cancelled my plan to go for interviews. Im just not sure why. But trying to survive with 20 cents in my purse, it really makes me feel so....sad.
Now, Suh introduced me working at her place which is at Marina Square. Huda wanted me to interview at Azfar's friend's place which is at Bugis. Both as sales assistant. Why am i always stuck in the middle? Im always having this trouble. Why???
I dont know which one to choose.
Haiz.

-Sign Off @ 10:20 PM :)

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

What a day.
Went for an interview again but this time at Kelantan Lane.
What the hell. I didnt know what company was it and im not sure where is the building located at. Gosh! I had a hard time searching for the building and it was like near Sungei Rd there.
In the ad it stated there office job, full/part-time.
When i called them and ask what position they said customer service and bla..bla..bla..
When i get there, it was sales marketing in biomagnetic stuff. I got mad but i didnt show it. Im not sure to take the offer or not. The manager wanted me to come again tomorrow for a second interview. I have not yet make any decision. Hmmm... Oh god.. Please help me.

Anyway...waiting for hubby's call.
Congrats to Faris for passing his driving test.

-Sign Off @ 6:40 PM :)

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Artist: Rihanna
Title: Hate That I Love You

That's how much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah)

And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
And then I like you for a while
No...

But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long
That's wrong but I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (ooh)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that I...
Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy)
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss will make me weak
But no one in this world
Knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

yeahhhhh ohhhh ohhh
oh yeah

It's how much I love you
It's how nuch I need you
It's how much I love you (ohh)
It's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you
Sooooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you soo
And I hate that I love you soo sooo

-Sign Off @ 5:01 PM :)

Monday, April 23, 2007

Im so nervous this morning cause im going for an interview in Jurong Point as a sales assistant. But it turn out to be an annoying day for me. First im not sure what store will it be. There's no phone number given only shop number. When i reached there i was like..."err.. where's the store? Is it this one?" And ya it is. A shoe store. Took a deep breathe and went in. Approached the sales girl and ask her that im here for an interview. Guess what she say..
"Sorry my manager is not in."
I thought he's not in as in he'll be a little late. So i thought of waiting but she said that he'll only be back by next Saturday. Duh!! Whatever!
So i dont feel like going home straight so i sat at MacDonald and called mum. After that meet Kak Siti. Only after that i went home but still feeling down. Talk to Di on my way home. Haiz.
Faris called saying that he pass his driving theory. Congratz ya. And this coming Wednesday is your driving test. All the best!

-Sign Off @ 6:21 PM :)

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Meet Faris today to play pool at Jurong East. Actually, i was supposed to go to Waty's house but she SMS me yesterday saying that Am wanted her to accompany him buy some army stuffs. She thought Am didnt book out this week. Nevermind. It's ok. Im used to last minute situation.
Well, did SMS Fik asking him whether he can make it today but he didnt reply. He didnt even answer my call.Haiz. I also SMS Di. Di can make it only after 6pm. Liyz didnt answer my SMS.
Ouh well, Faris told he did SMS Wan Zhen. She's not working today and staying at home cause its raining. Ya, it did rain very heavily.
Count down, 5 more days for Hubby to return home.

-Sign Off @ 7:07 PM :)

Friday, April 20, 2007

Today's teaching was much better than last week. They're more sporting to join in the activities that had been lined up for them. And they even get sweets as a token at the end of the workshop. Today doesnt seem as bad as last Friday. Due to my cough and flu i didnt talk much.

Anyway... Hubby just called me. =) Really missed him so much. He was asking me whether im picking him up on next Saturday. Im not so sure yet because i dont want to trouble him to send me back home whereby the whole purpose is to pick him up. Get what i mean? If i want to drive there, will my mum allow me to? I dont think she trust me on this.
Nevermind. Let me see how.

-Sign Off @ 8:20 PM :)

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Trying my luck again to call up another company for a retail assistant. It's in Ferragamo but too bad.. No luck again. They said that the application is already close. So i tried calling another company but nobody answered my call. Such a disappintment. Nevermind. I wont give up.. and i'll be trying again tomorrow.

-Sign Off @ 9:59 PM :)

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Still looking for a job. A part time job.
Im fully booked on Friday.
U want to know what???
I just fininsh calling this one part time job which i saw in yestrday's Newpaper. It's a part time retail assistant in a boutique. Im not sure of the brand.
A lady answered my phone call and BOOM!!!
There she goes. Non stop talking all the way about her boutique. "My company is a very big company..the brand is not only in Singapore but also other countries. Here in Singapore people still dont know cause it is still new... so i need a flyer distributer. I dont know whether u can work as retail assistant or not but flyer distributer no need to talk much.." bla..bla...bla..
Hello.........is that an insult??? Hell yeah..maybe i dont have the experience working in a boutiqure store but working in Guardian Pharmacy is also about serving customers and doing cashiering. And it's also retail hours.
She's too busy talking about her girls and whatever stuff till she forget to mention the boutique brand. Do u need someone to know the brand name to work as retail assistant?? Limit peolpe come in the store look at the clothes then if they want to try out..let them try. If they interested and ask for the size..then go look and search for the size.
Haiya...
Im so stress out...

-Sign Off @ 2:47 PM :)

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Feeling unwell yesterday but im feeling much better today. I have to because today i went to Zi's house to do my business plan. Haiz..i start a new one. The previous one, i'll let Haida settle it her own way.
I thought i cant make it to Zi's house after one sleeplest night. I felt like people drumming around on my head. I can feel the unrythmatic beat in my head. No mercy showed. I started to cry. But i cried in silence. Dont want to wake my sis or anybody else up. Nothing i could do. I've eaten panadol and cough mixture cause i had a little cough too. Nothing that i can think off, only hubby.
But i woke up this morning still with the headache. I almost cancel my plan but come to think about it, well hey i wanna graduate.
Came home at about 745pm and now im kind of drained. This flu is killing me.

-Sign Off @ 9:36 PM :)

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Not going anywhere today. Thought of giving my hair a trim but... nevermind. Just feeling lazy.
Yesterday as usual, i have my class at 2pm to 4pm. After that, im all free at home.
Today, thought of lazying around doing nothing but my mum wanted the 3 of us to accompany her to a wedding ceremony at Woodlands. So did drag my ass there. The food was good enough. Im being mean right to give comments about their food but...it's thye fact. Told mum that one day when it comes to my turn, i hope my food taste perfect. I want the best for my wedding ceremony. =) I mean who doesnt right.
Then again, i stayed at home doing nothing. Just watching tv. How i wish my hubby were next to me. Hehehe.

-Sign Off @ 5:49 PM :)

Friday, April 13, 2007

Teaching was the least expected thing that i wanted and will do. But believe it or not it was my first day today teaching primary school student speech and drama in Malay language.
P1 and P2 was in the morning and P3 was in the afternoon.

Obviously i felt butterflies in my stomach. I was thinking, can i handle them???
But miracle did happened. I tend to like them but the only thing was that they were hyper. Super hyper. They're easily lost focus, and always playing around. But overall, they are adorable.

Feeling tired and more tired.
After teaching, i have my diploma class to attend. So, went for dinner with Zi at Clementi and then straight to school. School ended early and we ended up having supper together. I ordered teh tarik. Hmmm...hot beverage, so refreshing.

Oh ya, hubby called me during class. Sorry hubby, cant talk cause im in the middle of class. Hmm.. yesterday when u called me, u said that u cant call me today cause u're having training. But u did called. Miss me huh??? =) I missed u too.

-Sign Off @ 11:40 PM :)

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Now i have bright green braces. Heheheh.
Just came back from the dentist. Not sure why i pick green. Purple was what i had in mind though.
I already started to miss hubby. If not, he'll either be calling me or sms-ing me now. How will he be there?? How is the food there going to be like??? Hope he's doing great.
Well i've nothing to now. Really. Only reading storybook that i borrowed from West Mall Library.
Tomorrow, i'll be teaching drama in a primary school. So wish me luck ya.

-Sign Off @ 3:06 PM :)

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Sigh.
Hubby dropped me under my block with alot of good-byes. He ask me to look after myself while he's out of town. He already left for a 3 weeks course in Brunei.
Ealier on today, went to bank in my check and return my library books. Then headed to Jurong Poly to meet him. He's sending his sister, Nadia to see the doctor. Her right earlope is swollen and her earring cant be removed. Poor girl. But im happy to be there. U know what i mean. I like her alot. She's like my sister.
After everything was done, hubby and i went to West Mall. Ate lunch and then we watch Freedom Writers. Then went to his house. Hmmm..cant believed that he's going to Brunei for 3 weeks. Must be tough and lonely for me. He gave me his passport size photo. Awww... he look so cute in the pic; small boy look. Heheheh. I placed it at the back of my cellphone so every now and then i can look at his pic and kiss him.
Waiting for his call still because he said he'll call me upon reaching Changi Airport.

-Sign Off @ 11:15 PM :)

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Dang! Im so shag..
But im feeling thankful to my parents for letting me stay a night at Waty's chalet. At last i'll be meeting her. Really enjoyed myself there. It's not the fun that im looking forward to but it's just meeting Waty that matter. Im happy when i see her smile but paiseh with myself. Bought her a small gift. What to do..i had a low budget. Maybe next year i'll give her something more classy.
She received coach sling bag, guess watch and more fun stuff. Hmmm.. so gerek. How's my 21st birthday celebration going to be like eh??

Anyway, reached home at 1230pm. Rest for a while and then took a shower and im off to class. Yup, in the class im feeling tired and sleepy. It was raining cats and dogs. But still after class i have to attend a meeting at Sembawang. I was drench and was so paiseh when entering the meeting room late. What to do.
Meeting ended around 8pm. So now... cant really open my eyes wide and it's time for me to go to bed. Chiaoz.

-Sign Off @ 10:14 PM :)

Friday, April 06, 2007

Oh well... The stress level in me is still in the maximum level and not sure when will the level will fall. I really had a hard time here.
Im disappointed with this someone. How could this someone do this to me.
I sacrifice to do things as what this someone wanted but ended up this someone twisted the story. Im really pissed. I could have earn an income already. Does this someone knows how badly im in need of money right now??? Not for my own use but to pay the bloody bills. They had been bugging me for payments.
If only i could find that jerk who left me with this sh*t..

Anyway, going to Waty's birthday chalet at Pasir Ris later at around 5pm. Miss her so much.
I will be staying for a night there as i have class at 2pm the next day.

-Sign Off @ 1:58 PM :)

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in their own blog 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. in the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) I can dream even though i sleep for 5mins and if im awake i can still continue that same dream when im asleep again.
2) I can shout at my siblings when im angry but not at an outsiders.
3) I love talking to myself.
4) Everytime i want to sleep i have to spray cologne(lavender or anything that smells nice) on my hand and smell it. Only then i can sleep. =) (Nobody knows this, not even my bf)
5) Im afraid of SEX. Especially 1st night after marriage. I keep on thinking how will i react... U know what i mean for those who are still clean...
6) I can burp out loud at home but not in public..

So that's about it guys... What do u think???
Now i have problems with 6 names. Who are the lucky people. Hhhmmm... Let's see..

6 Names:

1) Zira
2) Zizie
3) Hidayah

OMG.. this is hard.. Nobody else in my list... Can i just let it be 3???

-Sign Off @ 1:31 PM :)

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Feeling kind of down today. Not sure why either. Watching Ugly Betty doesnt do me good. I hope it wont get worst(oh please dont..). It's going to be ugly for sure. Urgh.. Im dying soon.. Dried up out of desperation in need of money. How i wish im the daughter of Mr Moneybags. Then i wont face this kind of problem or shall i put it as problems??? Am i not in any luck or am i just not working hard enough???
I felt degraded because i cant come out with my own food money. Dont want to put my mother at fault if she didnt give me any pocket money cause i think i deserve it. Dont u think so???
Too much of being a growing adult huh?
Ouh dang!

-Sign Off @ 10:19 PM :)

Watch Shooter with hubby and Faris yesterday at Jurong Entertainment.
Actually, today was my most hectic day.
Woke up early in the morning to accompany mum to my sister's school to collect her report book. Then, went to Bangkit to look for stuff(my mum's). Im like her bodyguard.
Next, i have class at 2pm to 4pm. After class, meeting hubby and Faris. And then went to Chevron to meet his mother and sisters to play bowling.
Went home at about 2am.
Really had fun yesterday hubby...
Ouh...one more thing before i forget. Thanxs Kak Amy for the perfume.

-Sign Off @ 11:12 AM :)