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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

[[In Lovable Memory]]
October - 28 November 2006

Truely love u...

Things happened so fast and i didnt know that this would happen. I was agitated still. Cant sleep at night because the accident keeps on repeatingly playing on my mind. Still vivid on my mind the moment i rush down and hold u in my hands. U were in great pain and i was saying, "Oh God, please stop him from suffering. Just take away his life and let him go in peace."

Now u are gone in a split second. Still remember the day i saved u from the rain. Wipe u dry with the t-shirt i wore cause i didnt bring any towel along with me. Then i recorded the moment u cried for your mother. U look so cute meow-ing away.

May God bless u. Amin.

-Sign Off @ 12:16 PM :)

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Meet him at 2pm under my block then we headed to town. No idea in mind on where to go actually. Ended up both of us alighted at City Hall along with my sis and Azhari(her bf). We went to Marina Square and hubby bought a pair of shoe.
Went to Suntec City for a while before heading to Furama RiverFront Hotel to have our dinner..
The food was nice. Really had fun with your father and sis. And today was a whole new feeling that occured in my life. No words to describe how i felt..maybe happy but it's more than happy for sure.

My parents were at Esplanade to watch Kak Yanie dance. I was supposed to go there after dinner but told my mum that im going Jurong East, either to play pool or catch a movie with hubby.

What a wonderful time i had... =)

-Sign Off @ 11:59 PM :)

Friday, November 24, 2006

Straight Wednesday to Friday..

Didnt go for Chingay practice but to Changi airport to pick up my father. Then had dinner opposite Mustafa Centre. My father ask me to drive to Changi to pick him up but im so sorry. I still dont know the way.. And i have never drive on major roads before. So im a bit scared. =)

The next day, early in the morning, accompanied my father for his check up at town area. Then went to Far east for lunch + window shopping.

Friday, woke up early again to accompany my father for his dentist appoinment at Lucky Plaza followed by collecting his checkup result. After that we went to IRAS building(dont ask me for what..im just accompanying them ok). Again headed back to the clinic to collect the results that had been delayed earlier on. The last place we went was Bugis. Bought a few things there.
Well, after the long tiring day of running here and there..we went to Banquet for a drink.

My knees felt like jelly. The tiredness on my legs was on the maximum level and I felt like landing on the floor and just release the stressness on my feet.

*Meeting hubby tomorrow..

-Sign Off @ 11:41 PM :)

***Happy Birthday Hubby!!!***

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Hey there hubby!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Wishing u a day as special as u are...may u have a wonderful life filled with love and happiness.

See u on this Saturday for your birthday celebration and not to forget...It's our 5th month anniversary..Yey!!! Hahahaha..

Love u lotz. Hugz and kisses..

Mmmuachkz!!

-Sign Off @ 10:30 AM :)

[[[Heavy loads]]]

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

I was being given this huge responsibility to call up all SHCE students and making sure they paid for their November fee. Well, i felt like those loan sharks chsing them for money. I SMS everybody asking them to reply me as soon as they transfered the money to Kak Shik's account. But what a disappointment to recieve only two sms. What??? Out of 26 people only 2 replied??? Wow! Im impressed.

So, going to school this afternoon. Need to take a shower soon if not im going to be late for class. Maybe, i try calling up those people by tomorrow. Im so dead if i cant get this task done. Kak Shik's have been emailing me asking me to check with them again cause it's the 3rd week of the month and she have not yet received the full payment.

**Oh God...Help me with this job of mine.
May God bless me..

-Sign Off @ 4:54 PM :)

Love u lots hubby!!! Thanxs..

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Just came back from Kak Nora's(from Ayunda Lestari) wedding dinner. Hubby sent me there and he even waited for me till after the dinner end. Despite the long hours, he still waited for me. Im so touched. Sorry to keep u waiting hubby. It's not on purpose.

He waited for me at woodlands interchange. I really appreciate what u did today for me. Thanxs wasnt enough for everything. U surprised me with a gift that u bought while waiting. I really like it. It's beatiful. Thanxs alot hubby. U dont have to buy me anything next time. Dont want to troubled u.

Love u so much..

-Sign Off @ 11:46 PM :)

Unwell..

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Feeling unwell for the past three days. Having bad flu.

Last night,still went for my chingay practice. I dont want to stay at home cause it makes me feel worse. Din bring along his hamster and he gave me to touch it.. As i did it bite my finger and it bled. Well.. if i can survive with a scratch from a cat then a bite from a hamster wouldnt be a prob for me.

Missing hubby real bad. Not been meeting him for almost 3 weeks. It's not because we dont want to but there are certain things that we just cant run away from. So..looking forward to meet u on the 25th aightz. Hopefully, my parents have no plans on that day.

By the way, just finish talking to Fik. He's not feeling well either. Well, he told me life in NS suck. Hmm..exactly what hubby ever said to me. When i ask him what he had for lunch, simple answer given that is "tahi"(shit). That is again the same answer given by hubby everytime i ask him what he had eaten. I guess it's true huh..

My plan for today is just to stay at home and rest. The most i can do is sleep or watch tv.
Go away flu(*winxs*).

-Sign Off @ 2:37 PM :)

Such a disappointment

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Plan to go jalan raya with ITE mates but the plan doesnt seem to work out. Maybe im suck at planning stuff. This year i did ask Nurul to plan but didnt hear anything from her. And so for the very last minute, Di wanted to help so i gave the responsibility to her. Yet it still the same. Maybe its not our fault. Most of them are not free today.
Zana wasnt feeling well. Liyz was having rehearsal or something. Mail dont know(M.I.A.). Amin didnt come back home since yesterday. Fik said that he's free. Yat busy working as usual.

This morning, received SMS from Faris saying that his mother cooked for us. He thought the plan was still on. So, i had to look for those who are free and ask them to come along. Fik said maybe he'll come but ended up he didnt. Understand he have to be back in camp in the evening. So ended up Di bring along her sis and i bring along my sis. So disappointed.
Hey Faris bro, thanxs ah.. Your mum's Laksa was marvelously yummy.

**To hubby, thanxs for the email that u gave me and ouh for sending that SMS again after i told u i accidentally deleted my whole inbox. Although half of my life gone with just one button, u brighten up my day with just one SMS. And that's enough for me to have my life back on track. Thanxs.

-Sign Off @ 11:34 PM :)

TPK's JALAN RAYA 2006

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Hey,hey,hey... Just came back from today's jalan raya and it was fun although earlier on we were facing probs(can be said as major ones) that we managed to overcome with. Despite of the rain, we still enjoyed and have alot of fun cracking jokes and shared laughter throughout the journey.

The total strengh that we have for today's jalan raya was 17. The total house we went was nine.
1st house: Zimah's (Mee Rebus)
2nd house: Kak Yatie's (Mee Goreng & Mee Laksa Siam)
3rd house: Pian's (Mee Hoon Goreng)
4th house: Najib's
5th house: Azhari's (Mee Goreng)
6th house: My house
7th house: Saliza's (Mee Soto/Soto)
8th house: Nadzira's (Keropok Goreng) =)
9th house: Zimah's friend

By the time we reached the 5th house, i felt like my tummy going to explode any moment.

Something happened upon reaching Azhari's house. Suddenly, a yecchy smell struck each one of our nose. OH MY GOD!!! There's chaos in the bus. Someone must be responsible for this.
We got the culprit and it Boy(not his real name). He was sentence to stay outside the house for 5mins everytime he does that. Poor thing. Hahaha.

At my house, someone break the glass and it was all caught in the video. So he was sentence to death by stabbing him with the elephant tusk. Nah...just joking. I have to vacuum bits and pieces of glass on the carpet. Pity me huh with my baju kebaya.

Think about it..i had fun but only if my boyfriend were there, i would be having total fun.

**Feedback forms will be given soon. So please check your emails aight guys.

-Sign Off @ 11:57 PM :)

Friday, November 10, 2006

Went to Vivo City at 4.30pm today with my sis just to get myself this sassy floral clutch worth $20 when i purchase $35 nettworth of ZA products(know this info thru email). As soon as we reach there, our first mission was to find Watson(hahaha). It took us quite sometime to find it cause it's a little complicated and big.

Well,kind of disappointed when being told by the ZA promoter that the promotion was canceled and it can only be found at Ngee Ann City. Just to make sure i didnt waste my time just like i did now, i ask the promoter for any contact number that i can make a confirmation. I call the number given straight away and was told that it was totally cancel. What???
They should email me again saying that the promotion has been cancel. But apart from the disappointment that i faced, i actually still buy the stuff which i want. And total i spent $60. Wow!!! So much!!
Nevermind. Part of it was my mum's stuff.

-Sign Off @ 8:48 PM :)

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Hey there... Just came back from Bukit Panjang; accompanying my sis to buy her school books. Fasting today.. woke up late in the morning. Anyway, thanxs hubby for calling me up this morning.

Later this afternoon im going for my Chingay practice. Hopefully,today's practice is a blast.

Im feeling a little agitated. Im not sure why. But i felt like something borthers me but i dont seemed to know what was it. Hmmm...Maybe im overreacting(for nothing). Ok for now, i need some rest. Major spots arise and i dont want to be defeated by it. Beauty rest was insufficient and lacking of H2O in the body was the course. So, till then.
Godspeed.

-Sign Off @ 12:41 PM :)

Enjoyed my time with u..

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Last night went to Hubby's open house. Well, i was feeling very nervous and ofcourse im sweating like hell(hahaha). Feeling so paiseh with his family and lucky me for having my sis with me. Hey, thanxs sis! =)
U showed me your room and i was like..(wow) so clean.. My room wasnt as clean as yours. Blame my sis for the MESS.

Anyway, today i went out with Hubby and his family visiting their relatives and friends house. I dont know, at first i was as usual feeling nervous. But then halfway through, i managed to overcome my nervousness and hey yeah..i really enjoyed myself. Very fun family to spent time with.. =) Hope to spent time with them again..

-Sign Off @ 11:57 PM :)

Gigi-Kepastian yang ku tunggu

Saturday, November 04, 2006

di bawah sinar bulan purnama ku merenung
saat terpisah yang ku jalani
bersamamu

keindahan dalam bercinta
tidaklah mudah
cinta membutuhkan ketulusan
dan pengorbanan
satu keagungan cinta
tak terpadamkan
mengapa semua ini harus terjadi

reff:
kutanya hatimu benarkah dirimu
masih mencintai aku
bukankah dulu kau mau menunggu
pernyataan cinta dariku
kutanya hasratmu benarkah dirimu
masih membutuhkan aku
bila tak berubah bicara padaku
kepastianlah yang ku tunggu

keindahan dalam bercinta
tidaklah mudah
cinta membutuhkan ketulusan
dan pengorbanan
satu keagungan cinta
tak terpadamkan
semua ini harus terjadi

repeat reff

-Sign Off @ 2:49 PM :)

Friday, November 03, 2006

Erm...guys..
Do i really have this habbit of wanted to say something but when being ask what is it i will say nothing or say i forget what i wanted to say???
Hhmm..seriously if i do i didnt realised it.
And im sorry if u get irritated by it.
Sometimes i do forget what i wanted to say in a split second. And at times i think twice should i say it or not. I dont know..it is good or bad??? Please tell me..

-Sign Off @ 10:26 PM :)

Hey it's Friday and i cant wait for tomorrow to come. Must be wondering why?? It's hubby's open house. Im going to his house tomorrow. =)

In the afternoon, hubby called me and he told me that he took an MC and will be going home today before 6pm.

It's raining heavily right now and im as usual at home enjoying every single minute of my free time watching tv and such. Hmmm..was wondering about 'jalan raya' this year. Well if 18th November is too late then maybe on weekdays. We go without the NS guys. How? What do u think? Maybe on the 10th or something.
**Please SMS/tag me guys.. Really need to make things happen.

-Sign Off @ 4:50 PM :)

Believe it or Not???

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Well, i recieved an email about your name,month and sign. So i checked mine and found this...

Does your name begin with: N
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you Throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

AUGUST
Loves to jokeAttractiveSuave and caringBrave and fearlessFirm and has leadership qualitiesKnows how to console othersToo generous and egoisticTakes high pride of oneselfThirsty for praisesExtraordinary spiritEasily angeredAngry when provokedEasily jealousObservantCareful and cautiousThinks quicklyIndependent thoughtsLoves to lead and to be ledLoves to dreamTalented in the arts, music and defenceSensitive but not pettyPoor resistance against illnessesLearns to relaxHasty and rushyRomanticLoving and caringLoves to make friends.

Leo
Turn ons:
If you have Leo partner respect him and his majestic manners. Accept the advice of Leo, the lion, as he is the king of the jungle. It is the sign of a showman so if your partner does everything in grand style enjoy it. Do lavish Leo`s frequently with compliments and see them purr like a cat. They fall easily for flattery and want to be center of attraction of all eyes (sometimes they can be quiet theatrical too).
Turn offs:
Never ever hurt the ego of a Leo. Pride, ego and vanity are some of the bags all Leo`s always carry with them. Do not touch these bags. An authoritative Leo is even more difficult to handle in such circumstances. Leo is a sunny sign so they do not like people who are gloomy or depressed. Even if you are crying at heart keep a sunny smile on your lips and then let lion take the charge and remove all worries from your life.

How do u find it??? True?? Well, i dont know. I think only parts of it does. =)

-Sign Off @ 11:55 PM :)