_my love for you;

BINGIT!!!!!

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Im so pissed now...it's getting very late and mi F*CKING SLEEPY and TIRED due to the rehearsal i had for the "Malam Budaya". Im still awake here trying to figure out about my rap background. Thanxs to the person that i hope for. He left me in a state full of disappointment. I cant take it no more. He came when i felt like im dying. Then for once i thought i had gain back my confidence and i really put in effort to memorise my lines with the music. Now, he really disppoint me. Thank u so much....

Is this the way it supposed to be???

And the performance is like on TODAY!!!!

I have how many hours of rest left. Damn!
Just recieved his call saying that he wanted to back out.. Wah... So good...
If only i could like.....AAaaaaaaargh!!! HAIYO!!!
So troublesome.

-Sign Off @ 5:15 PM :)

TP TEST

Saturday, July 15, 2006

HURREY!!!
I've pass my TP!!!!
Lucky me for passing my TP on my 1st attempt.
Thank God.

I was preparing myself for my driving test when i heard the thunder. I pray that it wont rain but it did. As it gets heavy..i become nervous. I prayed hard and calm myself.
When i heard my name was being called, my heart thumb faster. My warm up sucks.
Then, we were sent into a waiting room for the tester.
I got test route 1.
The tester that i get was ok..friendly. But he really test me.
But overall, im shocked that i passed.
Wwweeeeeeeee!!!

-Sign Off @ 2:29 PM :)

Friday, July 14, 2006

That's Kak Shik...Oh...Sheida is sleeping on the table if u can see..then on da right Caca and Zie.. Tired after reaching the peak.

The 1st picture i took when i reached the top..

This is the top view of Gunung Lambak.

-Sign Off @ 4:11 PM :)

Yesterday was my trip to Gunung Lambak.
It was tiring and most importantly it was challenging. But overall it was very fun!!
Hahahah...
Not bad for my first time hiking cause im the 2nd person to reach the top. 1st was Sheida(Zi's sister).
Poor Izan...
Due to his body mass, he's having quite difficulties. But he managed to reached the top though. There are 2 summits but we only completed the 1st that is 510m. Didnt know it was tough to climb it. It's like rock climbing. I've to pull up my body using some of the roots and rocks although there are ropes for us to use. Im just afraid it's not that save. It took us 3hrs++ to reach the top and again 3hrs++ to reached the bottom. The next time we will try again to reach both tops. Hmmm...must be tiring huh..
Im still considering whether to go the next time. Hahahha.
WAIT...
I must confess that my girls rock!!!!
The girls reaches the top 1st then the boys...
Gurl power!!
Hahahah..
Reached home at about 1030pm.
Feeling damn tired. Can feel the whole body aching..=)
I'll post the pic when Zi send them to me.

-Sign Off @ 6:39 AM :)

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Updated schedule:

12th July - Hiking @ Keluang JB
13th July - 2 Driving Revision(950am-1130 and 1205pm-130pm)
14th July - My TP(Driving Test) Wish me luck aightz! =)
-Dram Training at 5pm > Zimah's place.
15th July - Drama rehearsal with everybody who involve.

-Sign Off @ 6:25 AM :)

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Hey there!!!! Im early today! Heheheh.
Just came back from morning jog. Preparing for this coming week.
I've got a tight schedule that needs me to boost up my stamina. This is how my schedule looks like..

12th July - Hiking @ Keluang JB
13th July - 2 Driving Revision(950am-1130 and 1205pm-130pm)
14th July - My TP(Driving Test) Wish me luck aightz! =)

Anyway, later on i have my drama training at 12pm.

This morning at 5 am, Helmi supposed to call and wake me up. Well, i woke up myself thanks to my cat(heheh). This is his 2nd time for not keeping his promise.
I just hated it so much.
Im so pissed. I supposed to go jogging with my sis and bro but im so disappointed.
Woke my bro up and he said that he's tired. Woke my sis up and she said that she's going to wake up but after i got change and ready she's still asleep. Try to wake her up again but instead she scolded me and say dont force her. Force?? Hello...i thought yesterday u said u're going to join me in the morning for a jog???
Ok whatever!!
I dont mind..it's ok. Anyway im already back from the jog. Hahaha.

-Sign Off @ 10:15 PM :)

Friday, July 07, 2006

Not really focusing on my work as im feeling sleepy.

Decided to do less job and more internet surfing(hehehe).
1st thing i saw when i click internet explorer was Jack's Sparrow's(Johnny Depp) face. He's so cute.. I like the way he make his character alive. And obviously the character of Jack Sparrow was good.
Hai...
Cant wait to watch 'Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest'.

Hope to catch this movie. =)

-Sign Off @ 6:30 AM :)

Exhausted..

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Yesterday was a long and tiring day for me. After work i have to go for rehearsal at Ang Mo Kio. Well, it's not im lazy or what but as the days are getting near, we as a team have to work hard. Today's rehearsal was damn bored. Last minute Najib couldnt make it so left with Zi and me and obviously Sam. Il was late. So.. what we did was to go through our individual lines. Sam still not yet get his beat for my rap!!!

We finished at about 9pm and Il gave me a ride.

I got the feeling that someone will call me and yes it's true. Helmi called. But the thing is that he's using Jamal's hp. Is it my fault if i misunderstood him for the confusion that he is using Jamal's hp? I thought it was again Jamal's PATHETIC joke. He always call me and act that he is Helmi. So i told him i just get down from the bike.

He sound so pissed and he put down the phone. Then only after i've read the messages that he had sent then i know it was Helmi. Hmmm. Weird. Out of all people why Jamal's phone??
After we ended our conversation, Jamal called me. He asked me whether Helmi called me. Then i didnt gave yes or no answer but instead a question. Why? Then he replied,"Oh, i thought he called u cause he's using my hp just now."
Wah..he's so kepo. He's being IRRITATING.

After shower, sat infront of the mirror thinking about my friends. Oh ya, just remebered. Faris wants to do Pitt. Do u think u guys can make it?? The date that we'd plan is 29th July. We do BBQ this time. Please make it happen this time.

-Sign Off @ 2:26 PM :)

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Today, Helmi supposed to meet me before i go for my drama training. We supposed to meet at 11am. Call him in the morning to wake him up and he did woke up. Maybe after he put down the phone he went back to sleep.

I called him again at 1045 and found out that he's still sleeping. Haiz.. All guys the same. U want to know why i said that?? It's not the first time u know a guy did this to me. It hurts me alot. It is like as if they are not putting enough effort to meet u.

I try to understand the situation and told myself maybe he's feeling tired. Ok, so he is the only one who feels tired. How bout me?

Went for training and today there will be a few people observing us rehearsing for our event on the 22July. After showing them how it's going to be like,they gave us some comments.
I really felt something piercing through my heart. Are the show that bored? Or is it us that are not mentally prepared? We trying our best here to prove them wrong.
I hope that the show will be a success. May God bless us.

-Sign Off @ 2:45 PM :)