_my love for you;

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

I didnt know things like this will happen to me again?
Am i faited to face this kind of things when im in need of having a boyfriend?

Why cant i have one without facing any difficulties? Or is it a test from God for me to see whether,(i dont know) what ever he wants to see in me.
I always wanted the best for myself(tell me who doesnt).

Ya,maybe im too rush in making decision.

I dont know..
Hmmm.
Anyway,dont want to talk about this..
I was wondering when i can meet my girls again.
Hey girls!!! When are all of u going to be free???
We've got to meet up!!
It's been a long time u know..

Well,hope to meet u girls soon.

-Sign Off @ 6:30 AM :)

Am i supposed to cry or laugh???

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Ok...now im in a total confusion...
It appeared to be that 3 guys that sms me are from the same camp and the same company.
2 of them are friends,ya i know. Because J gave my number to H. But anither guy whom sms way ahead then the 2 guys got my number from a hp that he bought. So he didnt know that this 2guys are talking with me. Damn one day surely he'll find out.

Faris!!!!
Kenaperlah jadi camni!!???
(Gurantee kau ketawerkan aku..)
Tu pasal lah aku malas nak cari lelaki..Setiap kali muncul ended up camni..
Aku nak nangis ah..

Boohooo...
J got jealous with H cause he talk to me on the phone and SMS. And now with HZ i dont know what will happened when everybody got to know...Aaaargh!!!
Dont knowlah..

-Sign Off @ 2:15 AM :)

Hhhmmm..

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Hmmm...Weird.
Another guy SMS me and he told me that he got my number from Syda(she's my senior in sec sch). Ok. What's with the SMS from this strangers??? 3 guys in the row???
Something fishy...

Im really not ready for any relationship yet.
But im more careful now. I dont know...my sister realised my changes in talking to these guys.

Well...we'll see how.

-Sign Off @ 12:05 PM :)

Alone at work

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Today i came late to work cause i s suffered from a food poisoning. Neah not that bad actually.
Just normal ones. Thought of not going to work but i still dragged my body to work.
I thought i was feeling ok. But still the same. I did went to the toilet during lunch.

Oh ya,today i go to work alone as my bro's girlfriend is tired after coming back from Batam last night. But it's not bad. Im used to it anyway.

After work thought of meeting Kak Siti for a while but she didnt pick up her call so i assumed that she's working. So i went straight home.

Lately there alot of unknown numbers messaging me and call me. I even recieved a phone call at 2am a few days back. Who can it be? The SMS that i recieved are from two guys. I dont know how the hell they get my number. Both NS. One army the other one not sure. One is 18 and the other one 21.
The guy who is 18 told me that he got my number from a 2100 phone that he bought for NS. Hmmm,this is not the first time a guy gave me this reason.

So an advice for all my friends, please delete all the numbers that u have in your phone memory. =)

-Sign Off @ 2:50 PM :)

Monday, June 19, 2006

Today, not going anywhere. Just staying at home.
Planning to start with my business plan but let me see how things go first.

Ok, here and there, one by one told me that they're going for a vacation. That's cool. Hope i can go. I know some Poly's are having their two weeks break now. Im so jealous because i dont have any break. =)
It's so different in working life. No term breaks and such.
Suddenly i cant believe im going to be an adult. Hahahah.

It's so cool to be a teenager.

-Sign Off @ 6:30 AM :)

High School Musical

Saturday, June 17, 2006

9 more days to go! Im excited! Cant wait to watch it.
Zack Efron look so cute. Hahahah.

Make sure to catch it on Disney Channel, 25th June,7pm.

-Sign Off @ 2:43 AM :)

No Luck

What a bad morning....

Woke up this morning and it started to rain.
Feel like just staying indoor, cuddling my bantal busyuk and sleeping away.
So decided to fit into my old mini skirt(ehem,not as short as my previous ITE skirt ok. Hehehe).
Suprisingly, i can fit it in. Cool.
Ok, after i feed my cats i went off to work.
Im having stomach cramps.

I thought i have a small plastic in my bag to put my wet umbrella but i dont have any. So i went to a shop which is near the control station and ask for plastic. She look at me up and down then mumbled something. Wah, this aunty really testing my patients man. My mum and i always buy call cards from her and then i only ask for one fu*king plastic and she showed me that kind of face. Well, ok then all the way my journey was ok. Found out that my Ez-link left with 25cents. I felt like i just top it up last week. Hmmm..

Reached NIE and there, look at the stairs and i was cursing inside. Halfway through i almost fall and guess what?? My slippers had just gave me a prob. So i have to walk all the way with one bare foot. Gosh i felt silly but the most important thing, no one is there. So now im at the office just finished fixing it back. But i dont think it will last me on my journey to Boon Lay. So i've already called my mum and ask my bro to pick me up.

When am i going to buy a new pair???

-Sign Off @ 2:32 AM :)

My parents coming back home

Thursday, June 15, 2006

After all this time living without parents was kind of...hhmmm..how do i put it in words.
Ok, it's tough cause all this while my mother had been preparing breakfast and everytrhing else plus the laundry,cooking and such. It's not their first time leaving my bro and me alone at home. This is like the third time if im not wrong.

That time was when im still in ITE life. So, u know i've alot of time to do the chores but now, im working and everything seems like a rush.
I've to wake up early in the morning to prepare breakfast for myself, prepare food to bring to work. After come back home from work, i've to clean the house, cook dinner. I even wash clothes at 1030pm. Wow. Today, i took a day off again. My parents are coming back home today. So i've to clean up the house to make it look perfect!

First, im going to clean my room then the kitchen. Lastly the hall. Think can make it before 8pm.(Obviously..)

Last night after class, Izan wants me to accompany him eat dinner. So i did. I didnt eat heavy meals instead i ordered fried wanton. Then, i get to know that he's the person that cant take chillies. He cant stand the spicyness. He was going to his friend's house which was a few blocks away from mine. So we headed home together. Then again, i get to know that he's afraid of cocroach. Damn! Too much for a big guy like him. But, he's nice in the heart. He keeps looking at me in class. I noticed that but he will not notice that i noticed him.(get the idea?) Its by the side of my left eye. Anyway, he knows that i've some small little problem. So he handed me $50 that day and he wanted me to use it to top up my ez-link and for me to buy food. How sweet. Thanxs. I'll surely pay him when i got my pay.(Irritated with my stupid pay cause i have not yet recieve my 1st pay) Only next month then i'll get my pay.
So, haiz..Good-bye Singapore Sale.

-Sign Off @ 3:15 AM :)

Late!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Late to work today. I woke up at 7am as usual but decided to sleep back and wake up at 745 or 8am but instead, i over shot the time to 9am. Gosh, i woke up and sms Kak Yanie(my bro's gf) that i've just woke up. So she say that she's already at the control station. So she went to work first while i go and take a shower.

Hmmm...
Reached office at 11am. Feeling hungry. Ofcourse, i didnt take my breakfast.
Ok, didnt bring any food. So i decided to buy lunch from the canteen. What to do.

Ok, today i have class..haiz.
I was just wondering when i can take my make up class.
Oh ya...must remember to call them and ask when will be the next intake.

Ok for now.
Need to continue my work.
Tata.

-Sign Off @ 2:41 AM :)

Day @ work

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

At work now waiting for my lunch time. Hahaha. Reached office at 1030am had tuna sandwich as my breakfast. Today, im doing new files. So aim to finish my today. Decided to go off at 3plus. So that i can reach home early and clean my house.

Luckily, im not sleepy unlike last week. All the days i was like half dead.

-Sign Off @ 2:08 AM :)

A day Off doesnt mean im off of everything

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Took a day off today and told others that im working. Not to rest but to clean my house and settle things. If i told anybody that i knew that im not workin, they'll surely ask me out. Then, i cant do what im supposed to do.

Things to do:
1) Sweep the floor
2) Fold washed & dried clothes
3) Go to POSB
4) Go to BBDC to renew my membership and PDL
5) Clean my room
6) Do TPK wirteup to email it ASAP.
7) Cook

I think that's about it... Now, it's already 10mins to 12 and im still sitting here blogging.
I've to keep going now. Chiaoz!

-Sign Off @ 2:50 AM :)

Monday, June 05, 2006

Yesterday,i had this emotional feeling in me. Hhmmm. It happened when Sam said that he's going to meet this someone today and that i know in his mind was that he wanted me to come along. Then i told him that i dont think can make it cause i have to help out my aunt "kenduri". Then Il make a joke. He says that im not the one helping to "sunatkan" my couz. Ok, seriously i dont why i cant take that joke. So, i shouted fine and i left to the ladies. As soon as i entered, my tears started pouring down. Gosh! What happened to me, i wondered. I managed to calm myself and went outside to meet Pian. As soon as Pian arrived, he was asking me whether im ok or not. I told him what happened and again im into tears. Urrgh! So paiseh!

Anyway, the training was alright. As usual only the common faces appeared.

-Sign Off @ 2:10 AM :)

Friday, June 02, 2006

Yesterday was totally awesome!!

Morning, went to BBDC. Still get bad comments about my driving. It's not what but after a month of not driving, i'll forget the small little things.
Then i knew that i've to work hard on this.

Meet Faris at Lot 1, 330pm. Play pool for an hour plus then go lunch at Long John. Then we went to the library. We waited for Fik to call us but still no call from him. He called me at around 5. So he ask us to wait for him as he took his shower and dinner first. Hahahah... He said he's going out before 6 but he called me at 6 asking me whether we still want him to come? Duhh! After we had waited an hour for him then he ask this question? Haiyo.

He arrived at around 7 plus. Goodness. Even those who take MRT from Pasir Ris doesnt took that long to reach CCK. Well, understood with the traffic jam at that time.
So as soon as he reached Lot 1, we headed straight to play pool. Felt like brothers & sisters u know.
After playing pool, we sit at Mac and all the way talk crap. We talk about our ITE life.
Guess what time we leave? We left around 1am plus. Im working the next day that's the thing. If not i dont mind staying. But my weakness is that i cant stay up late. hahahah..
Anyway thanks Fik for coming down to the west and spent time with Faris and i. But most importantly i mange to play pool with Faris before he go for his NS which is this coming Saturday.

Alright Faris, take care ya. Hope u had a good time in your NS life.

-Sign Off @ 2:30 AM :)