_my love for you;

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Im not sure whether any of u heard about a lady jump to her death near my home area. But my sis told me that it was in the Straits Time paper but im not sure when. It happened a few days back, in the morning. She jump from the seventh floor. Scary huh???
By the time i went down to take a look, the police had already covered the body. Anyway, i wouldnt want to see the body in that state.
Since that incident, i dont see alot of people walk at that area.. By the way, that area was the area that my mother and i always walk home. We have to walk pass there. Now, she no longer want to walk at that area.
-May she rest in peace-

-Sign Off @ 5:33 AM :)

PIXs

Sunday, March 26, 2006

These are the pictures i promise u..hahaha..a little late i know...what to do... so sorry my computer having probs. Oh ya...i did close my eyes for some of the pic.. i'll always do..
hahah..

-Sign Off @ 9:30 AM :)

Enjoy my holiday

Friday, March 17, 2006

Im back guys!!!! Yeah!
I must tell u i really enjoy my holiday.. I think 3 days 2 nights are not enough. Think i need a week. Hahahah.
I get to play bowling, pool and swimming.. wanted to play go-cart but we are short of time. What a waste!
All stuff that we managed to, my da join us and it was fun. He even play pool with us. I thought my bro and sis how to play pool. Heheheh.
U guys must be wondering, where the hell my mother disappeared. Well, when we bowl she's there to see us play but during the pool game and swimming she was to lazy to go down and so she prefered to watch tv instead. We dont mind that. I dont want to force her and ended up later she accused us for making her body ache.
I took a few pics and i try to diplay it on my next post cause it's my bro's camera.

Ok..till then! I have to go to school today for FYP.

-Sign Off @ 2:12 AM :)

Restless still

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Oh my God!!
Im feeling restless...
Today morning, my Fathers work place have this family outing at Macritchie Reservour.
It was similar to which our school organised before but this one abit further. Im not sure how far. They say we'll be walking for 6km but for me, its seemed like 7km or a little more. Oh god.. I have blisters on my both leg. Nobody have plasters so i just have to endure the pain and i didnt realised it bled. Hmmm..i dont know how many bottles of mineral water i drank. This is my worst nightmare.
Worst still i have my drma training in an hour time. I've not yet take a shower. But its ok. Hopefully, tomorrow my family could make it for the vacation that we had plan earlier. Then im going to take a good rest.

Oh ya...Di, please tell Ms Derry that on wed make it in the morning cause i've to register for my private diploma.
About swimming, we'll make it maybe end of this coming week. Aightz!!

-Sign Off @ 6:38 AM :)

Last presentation

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Wweeeeeeeee...It was my last presentation today. We did it!!!

Woke up at 6am and just to find out that i had wasted my beauty sleep. I could have filled up my 8 hours of sleep if not for my dental appointment which i have to be there at NUH by 8am. My mother didnt attent her religious class just to accompany me there and oh my brother willing to wake up early just to drive us there too. But, it was such a waste cause halfway there, my fingers suddenly got the urge to sms my dentist. I told him that im on my way there. Guess what's his reply.."No!" A moment later he called me apologising to me a few time and said that he couldnt make it. He said something about he cant get any permission for me or something... He even said he forgot to call me last night. What an asshole.

So, we make a U-turn home. And oh, i get to continue my sleep. My bro too! Hahaha..

Woke up at 10am feeling hungry. So i make my way to the kitchen and cook myself a delicious Tom Yam Maggie. =) Atleast i managed to feel up my tummy. Then head to school for my final presentation..Woohoo! No more school!

-Sign Off @ 1:05 PM :)

Showered with Disappointment

Monday, March 06, 2006

Yesterday, as usual i went for my drama training. I was feeling better then last week obviously cause last week i had a fever. But the weird thing was, i 've no ideas for all the exercise given. I totally crack my head into pieces to find ideas. It was such an embrassing moment to share a pathetic 'Hari Raya' story which i've made up myself last minute when my name was called and the moment i sat on the chair facing others. Shit! I make a fool of myself.
I couldnt handle it. My cheeks were showered with tears as i sit on my bed resting my back on the wall. It was so disappointing. I can do better!(I know myself better)

Today, i help my mother to wash the kithen sink. I have to use a plastic glove on my right hand cause i had a cut earlier on done by 'si kudut'(the skinny one),my cat. She was afraid of something or shock(i guess) on that moment and silly me, i carried her with the intension to put her at the living room cause she was disturbing my mother in the kitchen. It was deep and blood flows just like the Niagra falls. The excrutiating feeling was awesome i tell u..
What a live. Full of dark clouds.

I fought with my sis again, i dont know why...
But, i dont really bother anymore. She called me names infront of my mother. Tell me she doesnt have feelings, i swear that i dont want to know!
No matter what, my mother and everyone else in the family side me. Who want to side a person like her anyway??

-Sign Off @ 9:35 AM :)

Emotional

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Hey there...my computer is back!!!! Im so damn happy!

Well...didnt go to scholl today. Half of me feeling lazy and other half was because im not feeling well and im still do.

I dont know, i thought i was feeling better but it got worst on Monday. I think i think too much. Due to last Sat incident, im becoming emotional. I felt the lonelyness in me and i dont know what to do. I tried reading books, play online games and listening to music but apart all the effort, im still lonely. Hhmmm..

U girls(M.G) know right i've been single for like almost half a year. All this while i could handle single life and i still do.

What happened last Sat was that as usual i went for my daram training which starts at 4pm-7pm and because we celebrate Sam's birthday, it took us up to 8pm plus. On that particular day, my sis also went out to watch dancework but without the approval of my parents. I tell u she's one hell of a damn brave BITCH! Im sick of talking to her nicely. She deserve no nice treatments!

Both my bro and i reached home around 9pm plus and she's still not home yet.
All of us waited and u know what time she reach home???? At 130am. Plus my bro have to pick her up at Bukit Panjang. She knows how to go out but when going back time she ask people to pick her up. What!!!??? She thought she's the King's daughter or something??? Dream on!!!

I slap her face infront of her boyfriend because she talk back to me. I hate her shouting back at me. So rude! I dont care! We quarrelle and until the residence on the 2nd floor told us to shut up if not he call the police.

Im kind of emotionally disturb i guess. We have not start talking to each other yet. Today, she supposed to have Math revision by me but she never did came home early. I dont bother. She can stay like this and have a good life. I hope.

-Sign Off @ 2:57 PM :)