_my love for you;

Stupid Fridge

Monday, November 28, 2005

My fridge had not been working that well for the past few days...
I dont know why..But what i know was, it make me sick and tired..i've to clean the water that came out from under it... honestly, it was an awful job to do...hahah.. stinky smell of blood from the freezer, the rooten meat smell, uurrgh! make me wanna puke..

Why must this shit happened when my parents are not around..
My father called my aunt and she's the one who called the repair man..
He took only half an hour to settle the fridge and that cost us $280...So expensive!

After he settled the fridge, i have to mop the floor and put back all the stuff back in from where it supposed to.

A tiring day for me..

-Sign Off @ 11:54 AM :)

TPK Jalan Raya

Yesterday...we had our jalan raya..with all the TPK members... Fun? Yes it was fun but towards the ending, i got pissed off..with who else..ofcourse none other then Sam. He keep on wanting to sit next to me in the van. I did sit with him. But ofcourse not all the way..i keep changing my sits..heheh..

Last house,Ziema's, he wanted us to take 5 shots of our pic each... I disagree to that cause ya..it's the last house and my face(dont care about others) looks tired and so not in the mood to take pictures due to my stomachache. But ended up i did took the photos..haiz..

There's many more to come..This is only the beginning of my story....

-Sign Off @ 5:21 AM :)

To Trisya

Friday, November 25, 2005

Dearest Couz,

Hey shorty!!! It's your Birthday!!!
Happy 18th Birthday!!!

All da best in everything u do..i got faith in u...
Stay Sexy and Hot always...

Dont be shy to share with me if u have any probz...i know we always have something to talk about when we meet...hahah...looking forward to stay overnight at your place...maybe next week.. See u around..
*winkz*

-Fieza-

-Sign Off @ 1:25 PM :)

Weeee...

Lesson start at 12 and ends at 1pm...how pathetic it could be huh...
Woke up early today at 8am because i've to pass my digital camera to Saliza.. She wanted to borrow it and promise to return on Sat...Im fine with it if u know how to take care of my stuffs...meet her at Bukit Batok Interchange at 1045...we talk for a while...well as usual..u should know me better now...i always have stories to share...hahah...

Managed to take da 1130 bus...and so i reached on time to school...

After school, Di, Liyz and i, decided to buy lunch at Burger King, West Mall..
Then they wanted to hangout in my place to watch The Exorcism of Emily Rose..im cool... So..i orderded bbq turkey bacon, as usual..Liyz ordered da same as mine while Di ordered Rendang burger...but at home when each of us took a bite of our own burger, it turns out tt our burgers wasnt da burgers we ordered... hahaha... so each of us wasnt satisfied with our burgers.. Im so angry!! Craving for turkey bacon u know... Im craving to eat at Pasta Mania too... =(
Sushi...dont even mention it...sigh...

-Sign Off @ 1:14 PM :)

Excited

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Hey gurlz!!! im so happy today after meeting all of u gurlz...hahah...sorry for not turning up to school yesterday..hahah =)
Atleast during da 3hrz waiting we spent our time together talking...hahaha...get to bitch around on others..hahahah...

Oh ya...Di..im so sorry couldnt spent time with u just now...im so busy cooking...and u know what??? after cooking, i vacuum straight away...haiz...so tired.. so di...how's ur trip home??? i mean with da ite guyz???

I think im going to sleep early today..but oh gosh!!! CSI... haiyo...

-Sign Off @ 1:35 PM :)

Pathetic

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Woke up at 9 am feelin damn pathetic...having some pain in my tummy...maybe heartburnt or gastric... So i decided to skip school today..heheh...

Recieved a call from Roshini, my senior sec schmates, asking for a favour to help her in a video shoot...she was desperate and so i did went with my sis. Well, location was in club Cheeky Monkey.... omg..i was so nervous..After painting my face(make-up) i change into my black top...it was cool ar to be in a video shoot but i wish mine was Beyonce's hahahah but instead an indian song..haha.. what da hell..

Half-way through da shoot..both my sis and i got a headache..took panadol but da pain are still there...just feel like bangging my head on da wall... Maybe im too sick and tired of da video shoot..itz took..shall i say "kinky???" or.... i dont knw...it's just too muchlah...need to touch da singer's body..hand and such...sought of like seducing.. couldnt take it no more, so i make up an excuse to leave... and yes! i've made it...hahah...

Da first thing i do was to take a bath...and yes...my headache was gone... ok got to go...wanna watch project runaway...

-Sign Off @ 1:55 PM :)

-atlast-

Sunday, November 20, 2005

This morning was like a hell of a day to me...
Woke up early and have to rush with da chores.. my bro's friends are coming remember??? ok..My job was to clean da kitchen, feed my catz and then keep them inside my room cause some of his girl friends are afraid of catz..yeah whatever.. As soon as all of them arrived, im actually nervous.. i could feel da cold sweat sliding down my neck..

My house was getting noisier..with the girls laughter, too loud. And the guyz were busy in my bro's room trying to wear their samping.. And i...im doing nothing...feeling damn hungry at the front door of my room... wondering when are they going to get their ass out of my house...

But...a part from that...there was this guy..wearing blue.. his smile makes me melt..haha...Cute...
After they left, as usual, i've to clean and wash da glasses.. thanks to my sis, she left me to pick up her dance costume..

After tired cleaning up everything, i recieved a msg from Mummy, Kak Siti's elder sis. She told me tt Kak Siti was rushed to da hospital this morning..and later on followed by a msg saying tt she gave birth to a healthy baby girl.. Weeee...im so happy for her...oh ya.. and she named her baby girl Anggun Farisya.. NICE!!!

Congrats Kak Siti!!!

-Sign Off @ 6:05 AM :)

Simple Plan - Crazy lyrics

Friday, November 18, 2005

Simple Plan - Crazy lyrics

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look, I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

-Sign Off @ 8:30 AM :)

Guyz are still Guyz

Guyz are still Guyz
At times, i wonder.. guyz who does not think relationship is base on sex does exist or not.. i dont know why..but, this question keep playing around in my head.

Recently, i was talking to this guy, should i say.. a friend of mine??? He's new.. We were talking ok when he suddenly change da topic. He then started to talk nonsence. This happened on our second day of conversation. He was doin alright yesterday but didnt know why, today, da truth came out. He showed his true colours.

I thought, he's different from other guys. He talk about facts and a bit of religion at times. But i felt sad with da behavior he have behind da good guy tt i talk to last night. Again, i felt cheated.

Honestly, im trying to be a gd girl. I wanted to change.. Im not as bad as what u all think right now. Only a little mistake i've made here and there which are still able to be corrected.

But, i know..God is always up to something. This is a test from him to see whether i really know da difference between the good and the bad.

Oh God, please help me deal with this kind of situation. Make me have strong faith..cause u are da only God..The one and only God..with tears i pray to u..

-Sign Off @ 8:30 AM :)

Bored

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Early this morning at 0645am my parentz had left to Brunei. Left us (my siblings) alone at home. Gosh! i've to be a mother, nagging on my 14-year-old sister who is big enough to look after herself and be responsible.

They be leaving us for a month plus. I can imagine how my life sucks after today. i've to do da chores, cook, clean da house, feed da cat as usual, wash da clothes and etc..Aarrrgh!! Can u imagine that??? Oh, and da greatest part was, my bro's friends are coming on da 19th. Im fine with it..??? Are u nutz?? Im talking about 30+ of them not a dozen.. I can go crazy..

Well, i've been reading a book and i find it interesting...maybe u girls wanna find out abt it..

Title: The Girlfriend Curse
Author:Valerie Frankel

The story was abt this girl who broke up with 7 of her ex-lovers. And everytime she broke up, within sometime, her ex-lovers always meet and marry the women of their dreams. Even worse than being the eternal bridemaid, she's the last girlfriend, the one who awakens in a guy the knowledge of what he's always wanted in a relationship...and it's never with Peg. Obviously, a major lifesyle change is seriously called for, which is why the distraught interior landscape designer says good-bye to Manhattan and late-night lattes with pal Nina, and hello to a farmhouse on ten acres in tiny, backwater Manshire, Vermont, hoping to meet the ultimate ,all-organic country man to keep her warm in frosty New England winters.

Instead, Peg finds herself at Inward Bound-a proactive adult-education retreat for hapless and hopelessly lovelorn-to try to lift her dreaded "girlfriend curse".

-Sign Off @ 2:25 AM :)

Happy Birthday To Wan Zhen

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Dearest Zhen,

Days pass us by so fast that i didnt realise tt we are goin to graduate soon..We've been together for a year plus, went through thick and thin of friendship, laughter and cry.. Never will i forgotten da sweet memories we shared.

Wish u HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!! May god bless u.. All da best to u..not only in studies but everything u do..

One-and-only,
Fieza =)

-Sign Off @ 2:44 AM :)

Raya 2005 (KN)

Friday, November 11, 2005

Haha...

Didnt expact it to be over so soon... We've been visitin one another house since 12noon... Imagine i've to wake up early..??? Da west siderz have to meet up with da otherz at Pasir Ris by 1130am and i know how long i'll take to shower, put on clothes, make-up, and etc... to settle all tt, i took abt an hour. Believe it or not???

Well..managed to wake up early..ehem..i mean on time to prepare myself and meet Di at Bukit Batok MRT then to Jurong East to meet Faris and then Liyz...
We thought we never make it on time. But guess what?? Right! We did..

All da way we (Di,Zana,Liyz & I) were busy taking shotz and tones of pics.. But, i come to realise when i check my camera, i've got only a few pics...Funny..
So, now i've to beg around from Liyz or Zana for da pics.. =)

Da last house we went was Liyz's. Pitty her mother cause she cooked and we came late. By da time we arrived there, it was 11pm.
I've to rush for da last bus while Zana thought of rushing for da last train.
By then, my legs were aching..blister on my feet and my knees were like jelly.
Liyz really enjoy your mum's food.. D-E-L-I-CIOUS!!

Lucky for Di and I managed to get da last bus..but poor Zana..she had to take a cab home..
*Hope next year, we have better planz.

-Sign Off @ 2:38 AM :)

Wings Of A Butterfly

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Wings Of A Butterfly

Heaven ablaze in our eyes
We're standing still in time
The blood on our hands is the wine
We offer as sacrifice

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul

This endless mercy mile
We're crawling side by side
With hell freezing over in our eyes
Gods kneel before our crime

[Chorus]
Come on lets show, them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
For your soul

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2]

For your soul

-H.I.M-

-Sign Off @ 4:15 PM :)

Cant Wait

hey peepz!!!! cant wait to jalan raya together...hahaha...

REMINDER
Date: 9/11/2005
Time: 11:30 am
Venue: Pasir Ris Control Station

im so excited...cant help it....
ya...erm...those stayin on da west sidez...we meet up at jurong east mrt ya!!!
=)

-Sign Off @ 6:37 AM :)

A change

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Hi there!!! To all my Muslim friends...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!

Ya..i guess im ready to be back!!! =)
I still cant settle thigs out during my disappearance...
So i guess...life still got to go on...

-Sign Off @ 12:31 AM :)