_my love for you;

-Mum Meetin My Sis's BF-

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Got a call from mum at 11..She wanted to peek sis. As usual she'll ask me along.. so i rush from sch to bukit panjang.. da moment i arrive there my sis was already with her... My mum wanted to meet this guy named Yusoff...which we did meet him at mc donald; bp plaza.
he didnt came down alone but with a grp of friends..what??? is he not brave enough to come down alone??? oh ya...there was this one gurl from his grp of friends... looked at me one kind which i hated most when tt happened.. so i did stared at her back...who cares!!
now come to da funniest part...i felt like im in an interview room...want to why?? ya cause my mum interviewed him..my sis's bf.. i was actually gigglin but try not to make it obvious to my mum... hahaha...
my mum asked him..what's his relationship with my sis...he answered bgr... and my mum asked him this silly question, wht kind of bgr??? lol..uess what he answer?? da couple type...i was laughing like hell..
well..im glad it ended up gd... i mean..all ended up fine.. actually my mum is an understanding person.. only my sis dont realise tt or too scared to be open...
so far i did open up some issues with her....only my dad...he's a bit hush..i dont really quite like it..who doesnt rite??
when u have a prob..u always look for someone who is willing to listen not to shout at u...
well i guess tt's abt it...and this is a sign for me to be carefull in near future.. =)hahaha..

-Sign Off @ 1:35 PM :)

Happy For Di!!

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Past events:
\\//23/7/05 - NDP NE Show^Damn fun!! especially da party!!
\\//24/7/05 - Helping out at da Bras basah NLB^Kinda bored there doin nothin..

hey there...been bz lately. di just went back home from my place... as usual to do sch project but at da same time we surely go check our friendster n such.
di was eager to find his (halim's)friendster... but guess what??? EUREKA!! she found it today!!!! HURREY!!
hahaha...damn im happy for her...
been searching through everybody's friendster u knoe.. finally rite... see told u.. be patient. =)

oh ya...about my last post..thanxs for da advice peepz! really appreciate it. Well, i couldnt get things right in my life..imagine without advices from u all..i would be...??? i dont knoe..mayb crazy. hahah..
hmmm..oh well..
anyway..alot of projects to do. have not started doin my job kit yet.. urgh! feelin damn lazy.

Yus called me this afternoon..well..his been silence for a week though. but he called me just to tell me tt he broke up with his GF.. Weird... but whatever it is..i just listen to him...

-Sign Off @ 11:48 AM :)

-Same Old Topic-

Friday, July 22, 2005

Well i muz say..this gonna be da lamest post ever! I wanna talk abt myself.. what i feel...although i find it tough to do so.

Like i said ealier this morning..i was in pain. im not feelin well... guess what?? i told him tt but he totally ignored me.im not sure whether itz on purpose. Ok.. im gettin pissed. Am i supposed to be da one who got to msg him all da time n even da one who's gonna call him up first??? Ofcoz i have my own egoz.. i mean who doesnt?? at times i can tolerate some of this sh*t but he cant expect me to do so most of da time or shall i say..all of da time...

Da purpose of we have a bf is to share our probz with...need their love, care, concern, etc..guyz..u should understand what girls expect from u...instead of all tt..must we gurlz give tt out to a guy..n must we pick up a guy before goin out??? duhh! it's like totally da opposite! ok..maybe once in a while it should be ok to pick ur bf...but imagine u have to pick him up everytime u wanna meet...then u have to console him..but he didnt do da same thing to u...how disappointed...

*well this are my point of views...any commentz, may do so in my tagboard..thanxs!

-Sign Off @ 2:32 PM :)

-In Pain-

My first ever post tt i did in da morning..hahah.. well..im not extra hardworkin or what bt i help faris to print up his project work...i did mine last night.

i think my throat pain is gettin worst...i cant stand it no more! worst still...i cant talk properly..it's like somethin blocking my throat...and my voice suck! Am i stress or what??? Maybe...Too much to think..

[Yesterday di n i went to yana's place to do our project..reached home arnd 9.15pm.. sorry yana bt i must admit tt your little bro is a little too much...i knoe itz usual for a small boy like him to go arnd n irritate people...hahaha...i just felt like tying him up on da chair...but overall was oklah...coz i get to carry your cat..hahah]

ok then..got to bathe n go to sch... remember i need atleast 1hr to get ready.. itz not like what u think i do..like taking a shower for 1/2hr...it's becoz i have to feed my catz..tt's why...

-Sign Off @ 11:02 AM :)

-Layar Citra Dikir 05-

Monday, July 18, 2005

-just came back home from Compass point. Had my family dinner there at Banquet.. well i must say tt i prefer jurong point's banquet was way much better. they have limited sits.

anyway... ealier today i went to watch dikir competition at siglap south CC with my bro n sis...had a great time there but feelin a little hungry...hahah cause it started at 130pm and ended at 8pm.. see how long it takes??? hahah..
ouh ya...saw a few cute guyz..a few only..da rest...neah..
oh ya! saw amin too! he took part in da competition.. cute! he look perfect up on da stage with a pair of glass..

amin just called me telling me tt his grp won 2nd place...tt was cool!! anyway.. they really put in effort n their performance was perfect!

think tt's abt it....till next time...

***my backspace button SUCK!! it got jam and i have to use da delete button instead..

-Sign Off @ 2:46 PM :)

-AtLast-

Thursday, July 14, 2005

yay!! i finished my CDP project all thanxs to Di... thanxs alot buddy!! hey..i owe u alot!

In sch today, they were having cca fair.. i was wondering what cca should i join since impression club had closed down... i've been thinking abt it but still dont know what to join...if possible i want da "mild" kind of cca..lolz! is tt possible?? hhmm...

-Sign Off @ 12:45 PM :)

+Hell A Good Time+

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Today...after sch we meet up to catch a movie...well not only da 2 of us but together with my sis...hey, she's no pole aightz... it's an occasion to celebrate her birthday...awww...sweet huh?? hahaha...we watched War of The World..

hahah..there was this one part tt makes me scream.. paisey sey... coz we were sittin in da middle sit.. after da movie we have our dinner at Long John Silver... everythin was on him...

we couldnt stay out late so my latest time was about 1030pm..
i was damn late n so both my sis n i took cab..but without him knowing...
we were relieved when we managed to get a cab n ouh..da driver was a young man.. hehehe...not trying to bitch here but itz weird...from side view, he really look like my ex,yazid... scary rite?? da botak2... n coinsidently his name is Yazid... hahaha...Very Scary...

atlast we reach on time...wow..what a day huh...

-Sign Off @ 2:42 PM :)

-Unwell-

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Feelin so dead today...my body kindda heavy but i force myself up... cant really open my eyes..i was bein disturbed last night with my tummy achin..and i remembered goin to da toilet to puke..god...i hated tt..
this must be da food i consumed last night during dinner. it's not my mum's cookin coz we went out for dinner...urgh..i felt one kind...
now im draggin myself to sit infront of da computer to blog..hahah..

ok...this morning he called to check what i was doin...i told him tt im not feelin well n so i didnt go to sch...instead of askin me to rest he ask me out.. what??? im so restless now n he ask me out? cant he understand da word UNWELL??

put my stupid relationship story away...i sms-ed su this morning...told her tt im not comin to sch... guess i'll miss da fun bein with my gurlz. hey when are we goin out together again??? save up your $$$ gurlz so tt we can have fun one day.. =)i cant sit still at home..i tend to think alot..about my probs, stupid things, etc..it's better to keep myself bz..

-Sign Off @ 2:02 PM :)

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

hhmmm..well...this few days..im not sure what my feelin was but i often felt uneasy.im not sure why though. my bf n i were both fine..although we did quarrel over some issues.

just came back from passin yus his gf's MP3... well..as usual my weight will be da hot topic..bla..bla..bla... im so stress... i dont knoe what step should i take.. too much to think...i just dont knoe how and to whom am i suppose to tell out my probs...its not tt i dont wanna share with my gurlz but...its too much...

dont wanna preasurise my gurlz....anyway gurlz, u are da best! i must say coz we've been mantaining our friendship since last year..

-Sign Off @ 2:42 PM :)

so sad

Friday, July 01, 2005

what da hell!! i really dont understand him!! why must he be so damn piss with me! aint ma fault right he's late for work..?? ya2...he told me to wake him up this morning but in da afternoon he told me he's gonna play soccer so i thought he's not goin to sleep... i really cant tolerate this kind of jinx anymore.

i did wake him up on usual days but it's totally a waste of time coz he wont be answerin my call..im not trying to find fault or what but itz da fact baby!
i always think n my brain keeps on thinkin every nite..i couldnt sleep at nite.. my nites are full of dark clouds..no moon & stars to accompany my sleep..well..it doesnt matter anymore...im used to it..

but i must say...i had a wonderfull ndp training today...

ouh ya...before i forgot...to my dearest friend, Di..
thanxs for da shoe lace..I LIKE!!! hahah... thanxs baby!!

-Sign Off @ 2:57 PM :)