_my love for you;

[[[air mater ibu...]]]

Monday, April 25, 2005

wah...so long sey never blog....lol
bz with everything... my age might look still young but da probs tt i have...was like working adults..what a life...
i never thought my life would be this tough...

today...as usual sat...have ndp practice at simei... today's practice was fun and i have a really great time. after tt we went home straight. Di is followin me back home to use da computer... well she's like part of da family u knoe...heheheh

da watch says 15mins pass 9pm n my sis still not home yet...my mum started to get worried coz she didnt call nor sms... my mum tried callin her several times but she isnt pickin up..she tried callin up her friends but it was just wastin of time...
i send di to da bus-stop and on da way i decided to try my luck on sms-ing her... she didnt reply....weird...im gettin worried...as soon as i got home i asked my mum...she was already in tears...she seemed much worried then i am...dduuh..

still no calls...my bro n i decide to search for her at bukit panjang area...her normal 'tempat lepak'. call her fren, no used...at last after abt a few trying on callin her fren...her fren replied. wah...it is so damn frustrated u knoe...
atlast she called n we pick her up at bp LRT.........
so troubled child...never make one of us happy...
as soon as she got home my mum was really in tears... she kept sayying why her daughter become worst....first time i saw my mum cried tt bad...poor mum...bcoz of my sis she become like this...

-Sign Off @ 2:32 PM :)

-|enjoy by da beach|-

Monday, April 18, 2005

today i went to sentosa with waty...yeah..it might sound lame to u coz it was only da two of us rite??

well..it will never gonna be lame for da two of us.. waty and i..no matter where we go..we are like a group..im happy with her.. coz she's da only sec sch fren i've got till now...
da purpose of goin to sentosa(palawan beach)is to take some pics for my project..
wah...long time never go sentosa... feelin excited...
soon as we arrived there, we found a spot to sit..
later on, there was this group of guys came and sit nearby..n one of them came to us to look after their things. later on he came again and thank us...
we were about to pack our stuff when he came again and ask one of us to take their pics..well i did..and im like shiverin while holdin da camera..not one u knoe..but 2 cameras..hahah..
after tt we pack-up and decided to leave..it was 5pm and da weather was so warm tt both of us was havin a headache..lol...we got similarities...(alot in common)

too bad kaka msg me when im already under my block.. he wanted to meet me at jurong while im from jurong sittin at mac an hour ago...what a waste... kinda miss him..
how does he look like rite now ek?? heheh...im not tryin to be cheeky here... sorry skitz ek..

ok..lookin forward for a better days...from my pathetic life.

-Sign Off @ 2:30 PM :)

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Saturday, April 16, 2005

today after sch...i rushed home. take a shower and rushed to take my evaluation. meet a fren of mine..he's also sittin for evaluation...

guess what??? i failed!!! im so damn pissed! he too failed...we failed by a few more marks...haiyo...so we plan to retake it on tuesday..

well...i really enjoy myself today..we watched creep together at yishun. well at first i tot da movie was scary but after watchin it..i came and think about it..it's actually not tt thrillin.. only a few scene which came poppin out of sudden..
out of 5, i rated creep..2.5

after watchin movie both of us went straight home..anyway, i cant be back home late.. my mum called and i got to rush home..
anyway..he's workin later at 12...

i got nothin else to say... but i knoe deep down inside my heart there is..

-Sign Off @ 1:45 AM :)

[BaD Day Guys]

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Today im havin a real bad..bad mood..and some more...today liyz decided to settle things with tt freakin shit boi...so.. liyz need my help which i dont mind.. i guess it is damn good to have a bad mood for a day to settle any probs...
u tend to bom out all kinds of things which u dont in normal days... hahaha...

wanna knoe more??? go to liyz's blog n read.. i dont wanna talk about it

-Sign Off @ 2:55 PM :)

||Feelin Stupid||

Monday, April 11, 2005

i really dont understand this person..
i felt like an idiot!
Totally like an idiot..
i was like a fool to believe this person...

this person did make me happy before.. but now, no longer.. i always got irritated easily and feel like punchin anybody tt come my way..
hai.. this person really changed

-Sign Off @ 4:35 AM :)

**enjoy**

Saturday, April 09, 2005

wow! it was damn a gd production..lol..
really enjoy watching it although they make mistakes..hahah..
nobody's perfect rite!

da prince was f**ckin damn gd lookin...my oh..my...lol..but...
he's 2 yrs younger then me...wahahahah.. tt's not my type..
ok...me n di sleep all da way from tampines to jurong east..da train was not pack with people.

damn i felt so sleepy but atleast i enjoyed.. ok..gtg...i have to wake up early for tomorrow.. motivator practice at 9 am meetin di at clementi by 745am... not sure i can wake up on time..=p

-Sign Off @ 2:27 PM :)

[what a day]

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

i think today is da worst day i ever had..
yeah...tt bloody woman ar..TOO MUCH! although me n di when out of da class halfway thru coz we got our motivators meetin..
su told me tt she kept pickin up on our group.. what actually did want from us..?
she kept saying tt she "reluctantly" gave us an A..what's tt supposed to mean..? hehmh..

later on..me n di decided to join back da class..there with my own pairs of ears heard..she point our group mistakes as an examples for da class.. wah..i've no prob if she also pointed out others mistakes..EQUALLY.. but it seems like most of da mistakes comes from our group.. yeah rite lady... i juz feel like shuttin her bloody fucking mouth with a banana.. tt's only if i could..i would..uurghf!

-Sign Off @ 1:50 PM :)

really have a good time..

Monday, April 04, 2005

juz came back from town with waty 2hrs ago..lol.. damn tired walkin from one end to da other..hahah.. im not crazy..but im lookin for a suitable birthday gift for kak siti. well..i find it very tough coz..she cant wear any silver (sensitive skin). very da mengader skin..hahaha..
ended up..i bought her this bracelet..it's under beach concept.. im just afraid she wont like it.. i always have this feelin when im buying a bthday gift.. lol

i really had a great fun spendin time wif waty..not everytime u knoe i get to hangoutz wif her...btw.. im releasin my strees.. im really...really..stress wif my sis..i juz cant stand her any longer..i exploded like dozens of times but tt doesnt make her a changed person after all.. im juz wastin my time and effort.
she's gettin way to far..i juz dont knoe wat to do..no one can...not even my parentz.. they tried..

so i guess i really need to cool down and relax..this few days we tend to fight... she even scratch me.. sumtime i think she had gone insane; out of her mind..

i hope she realised all her mistakes and be slightly better person..
i love her so much..i mean da whole family does..

-Sign Off @ 2:30 PM :)

[Damn Bz]

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Feeuh...been bz doin our second part of etp project..di come to my place like from last week till da deadline of da project...can u imagine tt??? after school come to my place n go back home late..
da latest time she went back is 11 plus... poor di..
right now im having quite a bad backache..it's killing me!! i couldnt sleep well.. and this morning i cant even have a proper shower..(but i managed to slowly)
i felt like im getting old u knoe...next yr..no longer a teenager..lol

*one more thing which im worried about...
i think my thighs are getting bigger..omg! my skirt is getting tighter..i have to do sumthin about it..b4 anybody open their mouth again..might not be da same person...it could be other people u knoe...
humans...they never stop talking about other people..i admit it myself.. u are lying if u say NO!

i think my back is hurt due to da lack of rest..

-Sign Off @ 12:35 AM :)